Chloe Sullivan (super_sidekick) wrote in ask_rose, @ 2009-04-06 01:24:00 |
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Dear Rose,
I have a problem. A huge problem. I think I'm in love... with two different people.
See, I've been in love with the same man since I was practically a child. Recently, I discovered the feeling was mutual for him, and we got together and got married.
After we were married, I explained to him that I had certain... curiosities. Curiosities he was glad to help me explore. These curiosities led to us inviting a friend of ours, a female friend, into our... private affairs. Since then, things have escalated a bit, and I've actually become involved with this friend. My husband knows it, and he's not angry about it, but we haven't exactly discussed it. But now, it's gone a little bit farther than involvement, I think.
I'm not completely positive, but I think I'm in love with her. Don't get me wrong, I love my husband very much. He means more than anything to me. But I feel something for her, too. My husband knows, and he's not angry about it, but I can tell he's not happy, either. And what more, I'm pregnant now. I'm carrying his baby. And I feel... so guilty. I'm pregnant. I'm supposed to be monogamous. He's the only one I'm supposed to want to be with. But I want to be with her, too. It feels so right, and yet it feels so wrong at the same time.
I... I'm just not sure what to do anymore.
Sincerely and tearfully,
Sleepless in Smallville