Christian Grey (50shadesofgrey) wrote in angellogs, @ 2014-12-29 22:09:00 |
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Entry tags: | anastasia steele, christian grey |
Who: Christian and Ana
When: 12/29/14
Where: Christian's
What: talking/defining things
Warnings: TBD
Christian didn't know what had made him tell Anastasia that he was ready for a relationship. He wasn't sure that he was, only that he couldn't stay away from her anymore. He missed her a lot. Christian had ordered food, he wasn't sure that Ana was eating or what she was eating. Christian knew that Ana hated it when he tried to make sure she ate, but it was a hard line for him, and she knew that. Christian wasn't trying to completely control her because he knew that that wasn't what she wanted, but he was at least going to try and take care of her while she was in his company.
The food wasn't there yet, but he'd set out plates and there was wine. Christian only had the wine for her, he wasn't someone to drink. Christian hated when Ana did but he got why she did. Christian couldn't force his beliefs on her, no matter what he wanted. Christian was more concerned with finding something that would work for both of them, because they had to iron out something. Christian loved Ana, the first woman he'd ever loved. Christian hadn't really loved Elena, at least, not like that. He owed her a lot, despite how Ana wanted to perceive her. Not that he could stop her from seeing her that way if she wanted. Christian had to admit that he couldn't get Ana to see his point of view all the time. He had to let her have her own opinion.
Hopefully she would be here soon.