Sam Evans (speaksnavi) wrote in angellogs, @ 2014-11-22 20:59:00 |
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Entry tags: | sam evans |
Who: Sam and Open
When: 11/22/14
Where: gym
What: working out
Warnings: TBD/mentions Blaine's cancer
Sam was working out at the gym. He didn't want to be at home and thinking about Blaine. Sam knew that he had no right to get in the middle of Kurt and Blaine, and honestly, he knew that he'd be a pretty rotten guy if he did that. He didn't want to. Well, that was a lie. He did, Sam would give anything to have Blaine back, but he also wanted him to be happy, and he knew that Blaine was with Kurt. It just meant that Sam was going to have to get over him. It was just easier said than done.
Then there was the fact that Blaine was sick. Sam hated that. He was trying to help out as much as he could, but it was also hard being around Kurt and Blaine together. Sam didn't hate Kurt by any stretch of the imagination, but it was still hard right now. At least Kurt understood that. And if they did get married, Sam would be there. Blaine had asked him to be his best man, but Sam wasn't sure if that still applied. He hoped it did, but he wasn't sure if he could stand up there and watch them get married. It was going to be hard enough to be in the guest list.
He pushed up the barbells he was pushing, he had forty on each side, just to warm up. He could benchpress more than that. Sam brushed some of his hair out of his eyes by moving his head slightly. He liked it longer, it had taken him a long time to get that it long.