"Sometimes, aye, it does." Aedan wouldn't lie about that. "There's not...I suppose I'd say it comes out in the smaller things. Where I've had a..." He glanced in Sebastian's direction, since he didn't know about this. "I'll admit I puked after a really bad practice session. Didn't take it out on anyone. I never want to be that person, but...I did ask Hans not to tell you. Bribed him, actually."
Sebastian rolled his eyes a little. "Why do I get the idea we need to revisit the idea of your security team?"
Aedan flinched. "Not April. Or Hanzo. Anyone but those two, well. I dinnae think they're needed, but if the doctor here thinks I'm a danger to myself on my own. I'll begrudgingly accept anyone else. Sorry." He turned back to Clarence. "Bad experience with my personal security in the past. Had one literally compel me to speak to her...forced her way into my head...I hate when other people...I don't like the violation. I've had a lot of it...bit hypersensitive."
Which DID tie into the rest of what he'd said.
"That's fair, I'd say. It does feel as though...I've lost my one chance to be happy. To have the life I'd built up for us in my head. And like everything is going to turn from there. Ridiculous isn't it?"