"It's less the feeling I shouldn't have them..." Emmett mused, thinking about that, now. "More...look, there's a lot of things that aren't...they're going to bother people. We didn't DO that sort of thing that often at home. Well, most of us. " He glanced at Jacob.
"You're FAR better at that sort of thing. I don't know, it's just...harder to express most of it." he grabbed a chair and figured they were in here for a long haul.
"I'm not used to...It feels wrong, when there's usually a reason things have happened. Being sent away at all, that was...I knew it had to happen and why but..." He looked at Jacob.
"Didn't do much for the feeling you didn't want me then. It still doesn't."