"It doesn't help either that I'm - you know - cocky and I tend to tick people off. I'd sooner be telling someone they're a jerk when I went down or - something." Tony frowns. "But - talking about the stuff that's real, and it hurts, and I feel like I'm a kid again, I guess. Or that I lost. I'm kind of - doing the worst stuff that was said to me thing? I think I'm annoying and a jerk, so I kind of - am ready for it, even when it's not the agenda on the table."