Well, it's more - I can't drive a car (airbags could hit just hard enough over my heart to risk killing me. Sleeping wasn't fun. My blood pressure is a little low. I'm getting the extent of how things are looked at here, just to be safe.
Ache wise - I guess I'm kind of numb to some of it? It's still hard for me to put a finger on "don't want to" and "can't" and "shouldn't" if that makes sense?
Hah! I think I'll pass on living with eels (isn't that a saying thing? Modern, I mean. Something about a hovercraft.)