Re: Tony | Sebastian(TRIGGER WARNINGS AGAIN)
Yes, along those lines is what I've heard. But sometimes I think trying to move past is all that can be done. If it's too difficult that is someone's own choice isn't it now?
I know there are some as well. I suppose with the dedication, it can happen, but it takes, well, a willpower and dedication to something that you see as bigger that you must choose for yourself. It was good for me, being dedicated to serve, in some ways, but in others, it was terrible. Taught me how not to think. I'm none too sure myself as courting goes. I've got the heir and one extra, so there's that ready to go, and I like both, though women, then, were the sure way to annoy everyone and warrant some attention. It WAS a boy who got me caught the final time before my parents sent me.
Mine either, no. I...it was terrible. I ran away myself, so many times. I WANTED to worry them, and lose myself in all the...pleasure and the drinking and the filth. I liked the fact I couldn't feel for just a while, that I could get out of everything. Maybe that is what he'll need to do the same. I hope. Maker, do I hope that. I know that there are some people who never can understand those things. I suppose all there is is doing my best.
Starkhaven was as well, back then. And because you saw differently. Visionary.
And because of me as well. I've killed so many in the name of things I hope were worth it. I let the Maker sort out their souls after, but if they pose a danger...I don't know there was much else to do. I hope someday that doesn't come to bite me in the arse.