Tony | Sebastian(TRIGGER WARNINGS AGAIN)
I don't know that I blame you. I was the same way. Especially lately.
It's... It took falling in love with someone for me to know, and.... I almost wish I hadn't. I got put in the friends zone. I just.... I know that I love him more than I have ever loved anyone before. I love him enough to let him go, but it's hard.
I hope so. I don't want to come between partners. I'm not that guy. Or at least, I don't want to be.
It's hard to get out of my head. I'm trying. I know how much time I spend in it.. I know it's bad.
I won't find it. Life's not that easy for me. It's never going to be.
I would never want to have one if I wasn't in a relationship. A kid deserves two parents.