Tony | Sebastian(TRIGGER WARNINGS AGAIN)
Oh it's plenty creepy, I agree on that. It's...another long conversation the two of us are going to need to have when everything is...Well, no getting through his head he doesn't HAVE to do that sort of thing this side o time.
And aye, it's not. At the end you only end up wanting something more than mindless pleasure, there has got to be some meaning. Didn't want him learning that the hard way I did, but it takes something strong to get out of the wey o' that. His life before here wasn't aye...
And you're having more than a bit of one of your own. Does it help, a stranger, saying he's glad you're still aye til the fore? ...still with us, even?
Much as I've made peace with my family, I know that feeling all too well. Nothing too much...Mine didn't want me around, so the first chance that they could, it was away with me to Holy Orders. I was fifteen and Aed, well, I didn't really think one night would do the job, but it turns out years later, when I was in right circumstance, and HERE, the universe decided to reveal there'd been that little surprise. I've a daughter, from the future, and...it's scarier than near anything else I've done, but rule.
I'd guess it'd depend on who you're seeing too. My guy's fantastic, but it took some hunting. Exhausting process, but...it's helped.