» i know my views » are different. » love and sex » form a more » traditional » ideal for me. i » want to make » robb happy but i » cannot help find » this is in » violation of an » intimacy only he » and i should » share...
» he assured me we » need not » participate in » anything we find » uncomfortable, » yet the thought » of another » touching him in » any fashion » boils my blood...
» suppose i still » do not » understand how » this weekend is » meant to » accomplish set » goals when i » feel the need to » covet him. nor, » in fact, how our » relationship can » survive when he » so clearly does » not feel the » need to covet » me. xx jon