aj totally shot first (ex_acoustica689) wrote in allswell, @ 2011-05-29 21:34:00 |
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Admittedly the note that Marietta had sent was a little ominous. It was just a simple, 'Can you come over sometime tonight? After the kids go to bed is fine.' She just couldn't hold onto this alone anymore. Marietta needed to tell someone and Cho was about the only person she could tell and not have it feel like a massive mistake. There was such mixed feelings about the whole ordeal. She was excited and proud because it was her, the tracks, they were Marietta Edgecombe girl who hit rock bottom and was working her way out. But then she was scared blind because that was opening the door back to a world that she didn't think she was strong enough to go back. And yet it was the only place she felt comfortable. She was an artist, she liked the rush and hype that surrounded it. It was the pressure she couldn't quite handle. Now, it was just a matter of waiting for when Cho to come over. Not that the waiting did anything to help calm the feeling in the pit of her stomach. She was busy picking at her nails, fidgeting anyway she could to not give into other easier ways out. Hell, just across the hall she had on good authority that Stew had quite the collection of tequila and one drink might take the edge off. It might do a lot of other things too, but she didn't immediately think of all of those. Right now she just wanted Cho to get here because she needed someone to be cheering on her side. |