Victoire was torn between starting to get angry and starting to cry again. She'd realised before that she'd messed up big time, but it was just now hitting her how big this whole mess really was.
"I didn't expect it to happen right now! We were.. we ARE broken up," she reasoned, feeling even more miserable when the words left her mouth. She didn't want to be broken up anymore. "You want a reason? I'm terrified, Teddy. If we got married without ever seeing anyone else... what if someday you found some other woman you loved more than me? I don't.. I couldn't handle that."