ʙᴜᴄᴋʏ ʙᴀʀɴᴇs | ɹǝıpןos ɹǝʇuıʍ (bucky) wrote in allin,
You say you don't blame me for what happened. That I wasn't responsible. But you also say my heart is the same as it always was, and I don't know. I don't know, kid. I remember it now. I remember being inside of my head and doing those things. And I'll tell you, I did feel like I had to, I did feel like I didn't have a choice, but there were moments when everything was so easy. When it was so clear. And I was good at it. They put me there, they stripped me down to nothing and they gave me a job to do, but they didn't make me a weapon. They didn't pull the trigger for me.
You say it wasn't me, but I don't know. I'll never know.
If I was myself when I killed those people. Would you still be here?