"Nothing's happened," Jessica sniffed, wiping her eyes angrily with the back of her hand. "That's the point. No one wants me. I turn twenty one in nine days and I'm going to get sent off to some camp and I'm going to die because I'm not... not strong enough, I've never been strong enough..." She put her hands over her face and took a deep breath, trying to hold in the wave of panic that was threatening to escape.