That tone in his voice, the disappointment, how hurt he sounded, it really did something to Evan that made him feel as bad as he looked, "I'm sorry Barty, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I just--" he swallowed and thought of what he really wanted to say, "Can you really blame me? What I mean is--" as if instinctively he reached out and placed his hand over one of Barty's, the touch alone sent sparks all over his body, "This isn't coming out right."