"You don't think that I feel guilt? Remorse? I live with it every fucking day Lily! Every day for the past twenty years! I can hardly live with myself, if there was some way that I could bring him back I fucking would, but I can't, and it kills me! I'm trying to bring him down, for you, for...Harry, but I can't do it alone!" He screamed at her turned back, the sting of tears gathering in his eyes.
He could feel the lump in his throat and he tried to clear it to no avail. He didn't want to cry in front of her, but damn it, he had been holding back this pain for too long.