"I don't want to exclude you," he replied, hands sliding down to wrap both arms about Josh's middle. "I want you to be happy. And I'm afraid..." His embrace tightened.
Kevin. Any fucking day now would still not be soon enough.
He tilted his head so that any tears that escaped the war going on behind his eyelids would fall to their deaths on the couch below and not alert his lover. He didn't need to alarm him any more than he already had.