ATF!Kevin
The fight at the opera house had been something Josh could handle. He'd been trained to fight and he could heal those who were hurt and emergency situations had a certain type of loose protocol to them. There was never time to truly think while they were going on.
After the emergency, on the other hand, Josh went back to his room and started thinking. And then he hadn't been able to stop. He'd gone running, worked on music, done any of the various things that he usually did to distract himself or calm himself and none of them truly worked.
Everything about their lives in this world had changed in a matter of hours and he simply didn't know how to cope with that. So as a last resort he was attempting to meditate. Unfortunately it wasn't working. His mind just kept turning right back on.