Lavender almost didn't want him to come closer, it just made this all hurt so much more. As his fingers brushed her skin she cried a little harder. It hurt to be losing this and she new sure as day that that was what was happening. And it was all Sofiya's fault.
"I won't end up with him," she whispered but she knew the words were telling in themself, it had started to bother her somewhere along the way.
She looked over at him with hollow eyes and frowned slightly. "Maybe it's for the best. I hate myself for the way I've treated you," she told him. "Please don't go back to hating me, Isaac," her voice was getting stronger but more desperate. "I am so sorry. I don't want this to end. You know that don't you? You've been the only relief I've had during all of this.
"I'm an idiot for letting it happen." Her stomach was clenching hard with the bitterness of what was happenoing.