I know it's not my place, but you should really think of those who care about you when you're using.
Oh look, you rhyme too. Why would your boss care?
Well- no, not exactly. One would probably run the other way if he knew that I felt like this. Which doesn't matter anyway because he can't forgive me for the fling with Enemy. It's all messed up. I'm not expecting anything to come from it, particularly not after he's had time in Azkaban. I'm sure all of this is the last thing that will be on his mind. So despite the long story I'm working on moving on- or I will be as soon as I figure out how to do that. You know, part of the reason I even got back involved with Enemy is because I was worried about having feelings for One. Ugh. I'm sorry for unloading. This has all just been swirling in my head for awhile.
Do you want me to send you a pint? I owe it to you after this.