That sounded like a great way to avoid the topic of whether you're into drug use. So wait- you are or you aren't gay?
I wasn't into him. I was five years ago, but I guess I've changed since then. Plus I was trying to find my friend the whole time, you know? Completely fixated. See? Feelings make shit complicated. Anyway, sworn enemy lived up to his reputation and was fucking around. Which was fine, I guess, because I was obviously all into Number One. He eventually turned back up and things started to get back to normal when he found out about Enemy. Then they blew up. I think there was a period where he wasn't speaking to me at all, I guess that was fair, not that I was with Enemy because of One at all. It was more that I was just in a bad place and- well you said it- spooning regularly is nice to have. It was nice to feel like something was stable, even if it was just an illusion.
I had to take a trip away in which the only plus was that I got away from the whole mess for a month and a half. But while I was gone I had to admit to myself that I'd started falling back into love with Number One. Didn't matter though. I didn't see enough much of him before he was arrested and he was definitely keeping me at a distance.