"I don't mind the idea of marriage and Tracey is not a bad choice, I just don't want a real marriage right now." He looked at her directly.
"I promise it is nothing more than me shutting up my father and attempting to figure out my future. I am going to have a wife, have a child and am not to arsed about being in a monogamous thing at this point."
"I know you are worried or think I am rushing into it but don't worry, I will be fine." He said it with more bravado than he felt.