"If I had not suggested we go away for a bit..If I had not kissed you and spoken about the past.." He dropped the spoon on the table with a clatter. He was frustrated at himself, he hated seeing Daphne look so upset and depressed and he felt massively guilty knowing it was his fault that she was in that situation. "If I had maintained our distance and appropriate friendship this wouldn't have happened."
He wanted to hug her and he clenched his fists in frustration. They were in a very public place and they couldn't be seen in any embrace, it would likely reach Dean faster than anything else. "You're lying. What can I do?" He regretted the rash decision to go to lunch with her.