Zacharias Smith (chasingloyalty) wrote in afic, @ 2011-06-07 07:07:00 |
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Current mood: | excited |
Entry tags: | !owl, character: justin finch-fletchley, character: zacharias smith, player: jessica, player: kori |
Owl to Justin Finch-Fletchley
Justin,
Here's the note you wanted so that people can know what's going on. I'm sending it via owl, as you asked, so that there's no record of it on my journals. Thanks for taking care of everything. This is just a little something to show my appreciation while I still remember.
I'm not sure if Mandy should be included on this note or if you should tell her personally. I hate dumping that on you and making you deal with it. You're the best mate a guy could have.
You'll probably tell me I'm crazy for doing this, but money has been set aside for the child, in case it is mine. I do want you to make sure she has a paternity test done once the child is born - I don’t want Malfoy raising my child, though I won’t be able to stop him raising Terry’s. There’s a bank account that will send a small stipend to Mandy on the 15th of every month for the duration of the pregnancy - I want her to be well cared for regardless.
I'll see you this afternoon for when I get back to normal.
Thanks again,
Zacharias Ichabod Smith
Dear Friends,
There are many ways to cope with heartache, pain, and loss. Some are more successful than others. Sometimes, though, the hurt and pain consumes us so that we can no longer function. When we reach that level, something has to happen, something has to give, so that we can regain a sense of normalcy.
To that end, I’ve decided to have my obsession love for Mandy removed from my mind. The memories will go into a pensieve in case they may be necessary in the future. While I love her dearly, that love has resulted in much pain and a near inability to function. There is not time in this current climate for any other outcome. There is not time to change my mind and this is truly the best option available so that I do not continue on being a whimpering idiot.
I will know who Mandy is, but I will remember her as simply a friend from school, nothing more. Please don’t talk to me about my relationship with her, we don’t want any problems to arise from this procedure. It’s too late to try to talk me out of this decision.
If you have any questions, feel free to talk to Justin, he will be in the know about everything and will have access to my old memories.
This shouldn’t change my relationships with any of you, but in case I act a bit differently in the next few days, be patient.
-Zacharias I. Smith