you said, i began this messy state of love affair, and i drink too much and smoke too fast, and this city's cleared my innocence. coffee is pouring out my ears, it's the only thing they have in here, and my heart stops beating. and when it stops, it stops, my heart stopped beating. and when it stops, it stops, my heart stopped beating. number three still on my plate, i heard the trains are running late. and i laugh out loud, "my life is a mess" i have gone too far in my lifelessness.