BFF?
Why do I always feel like I'm disappointing you? It's not a very good kind of friendship when one person is always feeling letdown and the other is always feeling like shit. I know you think it's because I'm not interested anymore, but the truth is that I am physically and mentally exhausted. You say you understand, but then you say things that make me feel so bad. And you don't seem to even want to talk to me anymore as soon as I ask if we can pick things up in a day or so, which makes me wonder if that's the only thing we have in common. And that makes me feel badly, too. I don't know what to do. I know what you want me to do, but I can't do it right now. Can't you just...be my friend? Accept the fact that this time of year is insanely busy and stressful for me, and it lasts for a month and then I'll be back to normal? Can't you just understand that? I want to be able to come home and talk to you for a little while, to check in and see how your day was, to see what's going on in your life, and just sit and relax for a bit. And I don't understand what's so horrible about that. I would just really love to have a friend that understood that.