Im drowning. I cant breath. Why do you take all of my air? Im slowly sinking beneath. Its swallowing me whole. I cant think. My mind keeps twirling. I wish I was unique. What is there that I can do? All I am is hurt. All I do is worry. My soul has been burnt. I wish I could make things right. I wish I could take it away. Put on that invisible mask. Make me laugh again today. Im tired of being bad. I dont want to cry. I want to save you from myself. I dont want to have to make another lie. To make you stay. I want it to be real. Why do you look at me this way? This is how I really feel. It doesnt matter. Ill never change. Im the child of despair. I am the strange. I bleed these tears from my soul. Something you cannot see. I cry the blood from my heart. Became something I was made to be. Something I cant escape. You cant escape the truth. I am the demon that corrupts. The plague that consumes the youth. It lives in me. Eating me from the inside out. Building my own destruction. Killing me with every new doubt. No way to stop it. No where to hide. No one to help. I cant escape my mind. It wont stop until Im dead. Until my sanity is stew. When its finished with me. Itll turn to you.