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[05 Nov 2005|09:43pm] |
hi
i'm 16 and been writing for about ten years ( since i learn how to spell and write)
most of the things i write are true and come from a place
i joined this site to meet new people and to meet people who understand where i'm
coming from also i'm in the process of being published
i hope you like my poem
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[05 Nov 2005|09:47pm] |
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somehow i'm strong
you said it must mean something
if i'm still alive
you said i'm smart
and i'll excell in life
but i'm weaken
i can't control my own pain
i can't see clearly
when i'm in this distorted scene
the sharp edges are,then, my friends
to control the emotional
somehow the physical pain
was never enough
the blood which i saw
spew from me
only provoked me
my anger
my weakness
i'm afraid you haven't
understood what i've said
tomorrow may never
become of me
i'm sorry
for causing such pain
i'd stop if you'd like
i'd understand that you too
couldn't control my anger
but it's towards me
NO ONE ELSE
it's my fault
your hurting now
it's my fault
my pain somehow converted to you
it's my fault
my death was too much
i'm sorry once again
but you can't hear me
i've slain the dragon of me
i hope
my heart still beats
so i can't be totally gone
i can't disappear can i
i'm sorry i'm alone
i'm sorry you've inherited
my emotioal distress
P.S this poem is me blaming myself for my parents mistakes there's more to it but i'm not sure what yet
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