Im trapped. No way out. No freedom. I cant escape this haunting crowd. I hate the way I am. Why do they do this to me? Addicted to the pain. Please set me free. No where to run. Its just a hole. No where to hid. Im trying to maintain control. Ive grown numb. I cant feel a thing. Soul frozen with despair. I think Im dying. Theres nothing I can do. This is my fate. This is where my life is. My mind cant escape the hate.
(Today is the most horrible day in my life. It just came from the heart..even if it sux.)