"Tyler..." she breathed out and let her eyes close for a moment. Her Dad had tried to fix her once too through pain, it hadn't worked. Maybe at the end of the day they just weren't fixable. Maybe they were what they were and nothing would ever change that. She wanted to believe different of course, wanted to believe with everything in her that there was some magical cure to break Tyler's sire bond to that douche of a hybrid but she was so tired. Tired of losing the people she loved, tired of watching them hurt and broken, tired of feeling like the walls were closing in on her more and more every day. Optimism was getting harder and harder to come by these days. Sometimes she wished she could go back to being that sad, lonely girl with her head in her hands lamenting that she was never the one. Because this love thing? Well, this love thing kind of sucked some days.
Not that she would change it really. Her feelings for Tyler had been the only good thing out of this whole supernatural mess. Realizing how much she could care about someone, while terrifying, was also kind of amazing and he would always be worth the pain and the worry.
"We should just leave," she said suddenly after a moment and moved off the edge of the tub where she sat to pace the bathroom, suddenly on the tangent of running off in the middle of the night. "I mean you can't really be sired or whatever if he can't find us." It was a tempting thought, run for long enough and far enough away that no one could ever find them. Even if she knew it probably wasn't the best solution.