Because she stalked me and forced her way into my life and I was so desperate for a companion of some sort that I let her. [She shrugs, fussing with her long sleeves.] I guess most girls are fine but when they get too close I start to push them away. I can't trust them as friends. And it it's not even because of just Gretchen. Nearly all of the female friends I've made in my life have betrayed me or tried to betray me or were creepy stalkers.