I have no crossed my own timeline, nor have I ever stopped to try and route myself differently, at least, not with the ill intentions you seem to harbor, Eleven.
Easily, I could stop the war, but it would create the Time Paradox that I would not want to happen, therefore I cannot stop the war, and it is impossible. You see, I have morals, unlike you. You, who would jump back and speak to me only to make me more weary of myself. More positive to protect myself against whatever it is that has happened to you.
The Time Lords should be feared, and feared by many. The Dalek know me as the oncoming storm. We destroyed them. I destroyed them, along with my home. That is why a Time Lord should be feared. We are fierce creatures when the time calls.
Now now, we're not going to play the game that River played with me, no. I don't wish to know the future, the only thing I wish to know is what is wrong with you. Something is possession you, changing your thoughts. You aren't thinking like a Doctor. No, not like a Time Lord. You're thinking like a monster, a monster with bad intentions. And that is no surprise. It's happened before.
The way you respond, blaming me for things that are out of my hands. Speaking of the fear that is driven into other races because of me, it almost seems as if you were controlled. Influenced, attacked. Something happened where the other's ganged up on you, or did something happen that you could not stop? Something that caused you to snap, to lose yourself.
... Did we finally break? The great last Time Lord finally hit a point in which he wishes to give up on everything and himself? To stop trying to save the world, to stop trying to make the world a better place?
I favor the earth, this is true, but it is because of the creatures here that make it my favorite. That is why I got out of my way to make sure it remains intact. I have always, and will always do that.
You're very sick, this I know. Please, tell me, what is going on in your head right now? Don't make me take a look myself, Eleven, you won't like it if I do.