[Sam offers a matching sigh. He feels a tremendous weight on his shoulders, but there's nothing to be done for it now.]
I'm not going to lie, Cas. I'm not always okay when I wake up. Usually I'm not okay at all, when I'm awake or when I'm asleep. So, you mind if I ask why? Not why did you do this to me, but us. Why, how could you do this to us?