Private to Darcy
Thinking of yourself in terms of your worth to another is problematic in this instance, however. Do you expect your Sire to hunt for and feed you as well?
Perhaps I do not seem sympathtic, but I have lived for the better part of six hundred years; I know others who have lived far longer and so I believe I speak with a reasonable authority when I say that, if you must turn, you would be better served in waiting for a few more years and using that time to consider just what it is you will lose as well as gain. Have you ever seen a young vampire feed?