Re: Damon/Lucifer.
Enzo and I only really had each other. We were the constants for five years. We were rarely taken anywhere and that was only into a different room. We knew everything about each other. Our escape plan was decided over rock, paper, scissors. He was pissed when I saw him again after what happened, and it was gone nearly instantly.
No. I like being a vampire. We have the advantage of time. Everyone has a certain need to be a special one, and life isn't just some random sequence of hits and misses. It's the age old, what is the meaning of my existence question. Who really cares. I'm very much here and now.