Mitch (_egyptian_) wrote in 4bidden_social, @ 2014-08-14 00:24:00 |
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Current mood: | crushed |
[Week 3: Thursday night]
Type: Blog but only filtered to vampires
She's dead! I killed her! Oh my god, what have I done? I haven't feed on anything but blood bags for the past four years. My sire didn't think I was controlled enough for a donor unless someone else was there with me, like he was.
But she was so sweet to me, and offered herself to me as a donor, and I thought I was controlled enough, but then, I got a taste of her, and oh god.... I killed her. I couldn't stop, then it was too late. oh god, I am so sorry. I hate this. What do I do?
Please, someone, help me. I can't hurt another person. I've locked myself in my bedroom to keep me away from people. The thirst is just so strong. But my remorse, oh my... I killed her! I don't want to be this anymore! oh, please help. please.