He'd been struggling to get his breath by the time Shion had come into the bathroom and as he left her hand on his arm he'd felt a small nugget of peace and calm bubble up in him and he latched on to it as he took in a slow deep breath as her prompting.
Jason focused on her voice and scent, on the way her movement rustled the air around them and on the feel of her hands on his face before he slowly opened his eyes again as they faded from the vivid and glowing yellow back to their usual bright blue though the fear and doubt was still there plainly to be seen.
"I'm.." He had to take his words slowly as even though he was steadily growing calmer and back in control, the panic was still there; still trying to claw its way free once more.
"I'm..Terrified that..I'm going to screw... This up and lose you." He finally managed to get out and confess before he closed his eyes again an slide his hands own her arms before he pulled her into a tight hug as if by doing so, he could keep that fear from ever becoming true.