The guilt totally helps with the rehabilitation process, I am sure of this.
I am sure there will be nice things eventually! :D The angst and pain just makes the nice things all the more satisfying when they finally arrive.
Mmmmmmmmm *eats all that right up*
By the way! I am lame and cannot find the comment where you told me what you wanted me to draw you for tour birthday! I seem to recall you requested Luck/Dallas, but was there anything more specific you wanted?