I am at once both petrified and emboldened--I have been having the most vivid dreams, neither good nor bad, neither awesome nor ordinary, always vivid. I have been waking up still remembering things, seeing them as clearly as if they had actually happened, the images and sounds and tactile feel and taste and smell fade slowly over minutes, hours. I have seen my friends and I have seen people I don’t know or haven’t yet met. I have seen events from my past replayed with new and different characters but still the same emotions. None of it is real.