"When i wasn't paying attention, i was falling in love... each time when i thought i couldn't love him more...."
~ iwaki kyousuke (haru wo daite ita/embracing love)

this moving statement was said by iwaki to karl-san, a foreigner he and his love katou youji met and eventually became friends during their trip to America.

wow... this really struck me... i mean to fall in love over the same man again over and over.. as Karl-san answered him..."Passion that doesn't fade away with the time passing by...."

i've been so much with Youka Nitta sensei's work... specially Haru Wo Daite ita/Embracing love...most of her work are about BL or boy's love (yaoi in japanese)... gay love in street word but nevertheless the art and the story itself is amazing and spectacular that i doesn't feel embarrased at all!!!!

well it is true that love... true love knows no baounderies, no restriction... love that doesn't concern about time or distance, age, status, gender or society doesn't concern at all.... as long as it is love.... as long as there is love... all of the world does not matter...

Title: It's Over
Prompt: Development
Pairing: iwakixkatou, katouxiwaki
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: (if any)
Summary: It's over between Iwaki and Katou

Disclaimer: I do not own Haru no Daite ita manga. This fan fiction is inspird by Youka Nitta’s Embracing Love (Haru wo Daite Ita). All the characters mentioned is by all right belong to it’s owner, Nitta -sensei


“It’s over…”
“W-what are you saying…”, his face grew pale as he tried to find his voice to ask that question. He cannot understand why the important person in his life would say such a stupid word as “it’s over” . he cannot remember anything he did wrong to make him change his mind.
“I’m saying that I want to end this… let’s break up…” black eyes staring as the golden eyes lost it light. “I’m tired of this…of you…” before he could finish his word, he suddenly was tug and caught in the steel arms of his lover.
“NO!!!! NO! NO! you can’t leave me! Never… you heard me??? NEVER!!!”, his voice shows his rage as he squeeze his lover in his tight embrace as if it would disappear in any second once he let go. His tears running like rivers.


GOOD! CUT!!!


“That’s it for today…good work people…”
Pretty soon the sight of busy people running back and forth as artist and crew started to pack their own things.
“I’m impressed Katou…your acting skills are getting better and better as the time passed… ”, Iwaki held his lover still embracing him tightly. Suddenly he felt him shudder. “Katou…? hey… it’s over - ”
“NO!! NO!! Please don’t Iwaki-san…Iwaki-san”, Katou cries harder as he held Iwaki tighter.
Suddenly realizing of what’s happening Iwaki held Katou’s shoulder and pulls away forcing him to face him as he shook him lightly to get him into his senses. Looking firmly at his lover, he saw the fear and shock on those golden eyes he adores… “Katou…get out of it already… the scene is over…”
Coming back to reality Katou cupped Iwaki’s face in his hand making sure if it was really his Iwaki-san… “Iwaki… never leave me… won’t you?”, uncertainty was still in his voice.
Iwaki felt Katou’s hand shaking, pull him closer as he also lean to reach for those pale and shaking lips… “Of course I won’t! Baka…”, he answered smiling sheepishly after a breath-taking kiss.