Re: ooc: the mere idea..it would be like NIGHTMARES for dear Theo!
Greg's mouth pulled at the lobe and he shifted under Theo's pressing weight, wishing it were more, wishing it was a naked Theo on him, riding him, letting him fuck him. But Greg wasn't going to risk it all again; two for two times when things had gotten that close, it was practically rape and Greg couldn't take the possibility again.
"You aren't well, love. You keep slipping into the past, and then," he said as he pulled back to look into Theo's flushed face, "And then when we are close, really close, you've freaked out."
Greg moved and kissed Theo's mouth deeply and pulled back again, his eyes half open and languid with the sexual energy between them, "I've tried, and both times were just terrible, for you and for me. More so for you love," and Greg leaned into Theo, wrapping him up even as his one hand went back into Theo's hair, tugging at it while he moved to kiss the other again, "I think I have to wait," he sighed as he found himself nursing Theo's mouth again, wanting to get lost in the snogging and not think or be tempted by other things.