Sam Winchester (sam_interrupted) wrote in welcomethreads, @ 2015-04-16 21:27:00 |
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Entry tags: | faith lehane, sam winchester |
Who Sam Winchester and open
What Sam is pissed at Dean, and himself, and the world. Instead of shooting the crap out of something he opts to get seriously drunk.
When Right after this
Where The Hanged Man
Rating I'd say pg13 for now and will change if necessary
Status In progress
Angry was not a strong enough word to cover how Sam was feeling right now. Actually it was not an altogether accurate description. Yeah, he was pissed off at Dean for lying to him, and for trying to persuade everyone else to lie to him too. And Dean wasn't making the situation better by picking fights with high school students and trying to tell Sam it was a good idea. But honestly, Sam didn't care about the TV show, not really. I mean, he didn't want to see his life broadcast like that because, well who would if they'd lived the things he had, but what really bothered him was what he had apparently done after Dean became a demon in order to get him back, or what he was going to do, or whatever. He had done some pretty questionable things in his time and this was up there with the worst of them. He was struggling to reconcile the fact that he could do something so wrong as coercing a human into selling his soul. Yet, at the same time he had always known he would do whatever it takes to save his brother and he knew that's what he had done in a desperate situation, but it was hard to look in from the outside of that and see yourself for what you really were.
He couldn't say for sure if he was more pissed at Dean or at himself. For whatever reason he was hurt and angry, just as he'd been when he arrived in Storybrooke, and he always felt so unstable with that combination of emotions. He couldn't talk to Dean right now, he wasn't sure how he was supposed to deal with the fact that Dean had known all this and kept it from him, whether he thought he was protecting him or not. He wanted nothing more than to take off on a hunt, or at the very least to shoot something, but after setting people up in arms by yelling death threats on his arrival the other day he figured getting trigger happy may not have been the best course of action. Instead he took off for the Hanged Man, intent on drowning everything he was feeling with as much alcohol as he could get his hands on.
He was sitting at the bar and about three drinks down before he started to feel a little better.