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John Coffey ([info]i_help) wrote in [info]we_coexist,
@ 2008-04-04 16:58:00

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Entry tags:john coffey, lestat de lioncourt, zz:status complete

What? (Lestat)
The hospital was a good place for John Coffey to be. Not only could he help people all the time, but he couldn't get into trouble. Not that he did a whole lot of the latter, but sometimes he encountered people who weren't so good, and he didn't know what to do about it. It wasn't what anybody else would consider to be trouble, but it was troublesome to him.

Of course, it wasn't long before the hospital had less and less for him to do.

They had managed to keep him under wraps for the most part. The people he helped were too grateful to go blabbing to the media, and the hospital staff loved him. He was kind and quiet. And he was capable of helping them out with the patients they thought they were going to lose. Who was going to say anything? And risk losing this man who did so much for them?

But as the sick people became less and less, they encouraged him to have some time to himself more and more. Which meant leaving the hospital grounds and fending for himself. So far everybody had been lucky, because when he was needed, the hospital was put in front of him. He'd feel the need inside, and back to work he'd go.

Today was a little bit different though. The more he walked, the more the streets were taking him to an empty lot. Like the City didn't want to have him at the hospital anymore. And John Coffey didn't know where he was supposed to be going, nor did he realize that it was the same lot he was seeing. He just kept walking.

He only stopped when his feet were tired. Which made it extremely late in the day. The sun was setting and he could already see some of the night's stars. He smiled up at the sky as he sat on a bench that hadn't been there before.



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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 12:12 am UTC (link)
Lestat was perched on the back of the bench, sitting there atop it like a gargoyle-- and equally motionless. He did not even blink when John Coffey sat down next to him.

He'd met this body, but not this mind. This mind had immense knowledge, but it had no idea. This mind had healed River Tam.

Lestat smiled.

A black, old-fashioned, long-cut frock coat flowed behind him, and his blond hair was tied back with a black silk ribbon. The vampire had moments where he longed for everyone to dress like this again. This was one of them.

He'd sat here, missing Mona Mayfair and applauding himself silently for what he'd done to Aeon Flux. Straws.

Lestat laughed. And he turned his head, eyes shining in the dark, and smiled at John Coffey.

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 12:16 am UTC (link)
When he finally became aware of another person in the area, John was actually quite surprised. He was pretty good at knowing when there were people close. But even looking at the other man, it felt like he wasn't there. There was something off about him.

On top of that, he was another ambiguous personality. Not bad in the way that a lot of people were bad. But not nearly anything good, either. His mind reminded him of others he had met that were the same way. It seemed like the city was absolutely filled with them.

John didn't quite know what to do now.

So he smiled back.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 12:21 am UTC (link)
"Let me help you, John," Lestat said aloud. He had a feeling that speaking inside the giant man's head would not be a good idea. "I could've been a good guy."

The vampire shrugged, and hopped down from his perch, sliding onto the bench with far too much fluid grace. "I just chose not to be."

He grinned.

"My name is Lestat. And what," he began, eyebrow raising, "are you up to tonight, hrm? Anymore super geniuses to heal? Oh. No. I apologize."

His eyes flashed. "Help."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 12:25 am UTC (link)
John's brows knit together in extreme confusion. He'd just been thinking about what this man was like, he knew he had. And he hadn't said anything out loud about it either. That he was also sure of. He could remember. But the guy was saying it out loud. Talking about what he'd just been thinking about. That confused him. Quite a bit.

"I'm John Coffey." He said in reply to the telling of names. It was an automatic reply, but wasn't followed up with what he usually said with it. There was just something too odd about the guy for all of John to be intact and as happy as usual.

"Super geniuses? I don't know what you talkin about, boss." He didn't even know what a super genius was.

He caught on to the one thing that made sense to him in all of it. "I help people." He agreed.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 12:31 am UTC (link)
Lestat whistled. A low whistle. Not only was this guy bigger than Tarquin Blackwood, he was denser, too.

"Coffey. Like the drink, but different."

Lestat sighed. "I'm reading your mind. Try not to get too upset about it. I can stop if it really bothers you, but you don't seem sure it is. So I'd rather not. The only being on this planet allowed to call me boss is Mona Mayfair."

He sighed again. "How do you help people, out of curiosity? You did something miraculous and it seems like you've forgotten. Do you remember when you help?"

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 12:34 am UTC (link)
Everything about this guy was confusing. John didn't know what to do with himself. He didn't know what to do with the things the guy was saying, either.

"It's a gift from God." He replied. That's all he knew about it. That's all he could remember about it. He helped people. That's where it ended. He had no idea who he'd helped or when. Or what he'd done to fix them. Just that he had, and would in the future, because that's what he was here for.

Lestat said he was reading John's mind. John supposed that things like that could happen. And Lestat was right. He wasn't sure if he was bothered by it or not. He didn't really know enough about it to be bothered.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 12:40 am UTC (link)
Lestat fought the urge to roll his eyes.

It wasn't that John Coffey was unintelligent. It was not that he was inarticulate. It was that his thoughts were a broken record and went around in a goddamn circle.

"Mon Dieu," he said under his breath. The tone he used was the one Louis was least fond of.

Oh. It was also that at the core, Lestat was not nice.

"God does not give gifts without taking something precious back," Lestat said. He still believed that, despite having seen Christ, touched him, drank him... despite seeing and holding Veronica's Veil. Despite going to Hell. All of it. God always had ulterior motives. He wondered what it had been with making John Coffey this way.

A beat went by.

"Could you help me, if you wanted to? Or am I beyond help?"

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 12:44 am UTC (link)
"I could help." He eyed Lestat unsure of what he wanted help with though. John felt nothing wrong in him. No cancers, no disease, no broken anything. There was a little bit of something with the eye, but it wasn't as if the eye was rotting. It just nagged a little at the back of John's mind. Nothing like the things he normally helped.

But if the guy needed help, then who was he to deny it?

It just seemed odd to him that he couldn't feel it. Whatever it was. Usually he did. Then again, he wasn't feeling much of anything normal coming from Lestat.

Nothing at all normal. Not normal in John's world anyway.

"What you need help with?"

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 01:01 am UTC (link)
Lestat smiled.

"Could you."

Statement, not a question. He didn't want to not be what he was anymore, and he was reasonably sure that any attempt at 'help' would result in his demise. His body could not survive without the preternatural force that animated it. He'd be killing himself.

"It was a hypothetical question," he said. Lestat sighed. "There was a girl. Little. Graceful. Big pretty dark eyes. You helped her. Her mind was very cluttered." His eyebrow rose and fell. "Do you remember her? It may interest you to know that because of your help, she's got a life. One she would like me not to participate in, but hey, a life."

His mind raced over the thought of Hannibal. Gutteral sense of loss over that kid. Well. Let River have him. For now, at least. He was not sure he could keep his word, there.

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 01:20 am UTC (link)
John was starting to feel more than a little bit uncomfortable with the situation. His mind had woken up at the idea of helping somebody, and he was remembering River now too.

"I remember." He said slowly. Trying to focus more on Lestat. Trying to figure out what he should have been helping.

The confusion circled around inside his brain for a while until it settled on something. Lestat couldn't be helped. Because John Coffey could heal anything. Anything at all. Except death. And Lestat was dead.

John was sitting and talking to a talking, walking dead man.

It was impossible, yet he was experiencing it. He was talking to him. He was watching Lestat move. Not breathe. No. He'd missed that earlier. Probably would have continued to miss it, too, had the idea of helping not been brought up.

"You." John shook his head. "You can't. I can't help you. You ain't alive."

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 01:30 am UTC (link)
Lestat's face did not change.

He could go one of two ways, here, and whichever one he chose, he would forever wonder what would have happened had he made the other choice. He could either admit what Coffey already knew, or deny it. Denial could be fun. But admitting it seemed apt to get more information out of him. Hrm.

"Not," Lestat said, "in the strictest definition of the word, no." He put his hands up, in a gesture of 'I give up.' "Not for over two hundred years."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 01:33 am UTC (link)
The discomfort level was rising.

John had really expected to hear some kind of denial. Some other sort of explanation for what he was feeling off of Lestat. But he'd admitted the lack of life. And with his brain working, still wondering at healing, he couldn't just start talking about the odd clothing the man was wearing.

He was getting scared, too.

It wasn't the same scared as he got when he was in the dark. No, this was a different kind of scared. The kind that said that if things like this could exist in the world, then there was no hope for it at all.

"What do you want?" John was wishing for the relative calm of the hospital. Had to wonder at why the City had brought him here instead. He wondered what Lestat had to do with River Tam.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 01:43 am UTC (link)
"It's alright," Lestat said gently. He knew what he was about to say, if Louis could hear it, would give the jerk a colossal laugh. "I don't really mean you any harm. I'm just... bored and can't help myself."

He smiled slightly, and it was possible John could see fangs, if he was looking. Really looking. "River and her boyfriend are friends. Of mine. I like them both very much."

Too much.

What do you want?

"Excellent question." Lestat paused. "I don't know."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-05 01:49 am UTC (link)
The smile was really disconcerting. But the statement that proceeded it did a lot to ease his mind. John could feel the truth in it. Lestat wasn't going to harm him. Not now anyway.

It felt weird, to have the vivid consciousness that came with healing, without the healing happening. And it wasn't fading. Not like it should have been.

It felt like it was stuck in the on position. Like he couldn't let it go. And what made it worse was the idea that he knew it was supposed to go away. That in this state, he was hyper aware of the way things worked.

He wondered if Lestat was doing something to him.

"River is like me." Was the only thing he could really say. It was also a way of telling Lestat that he didn't think River would ever be friends with him. Not ever. She didn't seem the sort to agree with a man like this, or be comfortable around him.

John certainly wasn't.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-05 02:16 am UTC (link)
Lestat was not, actually, doing anything to him. He wondered at this. He knew... he knew because John knew that things were not supposed to be like this. Something was supposed to click, and things were supposed to change.

Huh.

Maybe it had to do with the vampire blood, with the power that animated him. Lestat wished he knew. Really.

He smirked. "River doesn't like me, either. I know. But I have great respect for her." Lestat sat straighter. "And for you. And for anyone else, for that matter, with any kind of gift that makes life bearable."

"John Coffey, do relax, please. I swear to God you're making me twitchy."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-07 04:02 am UTC (link)
"Can't help it." His massive shoulders gave a shrug. "Don't know what's goin on, don't understand it. Don't like it."

Twitchy was a good word for it. It was actually a pretty spectacularly apt word for it. He felt like he needed to get up and move. To leave. To do anything but sit here next to this guy who wasn't even alive.

Not alive.

The one thing that he couldn't cure was death. It kept running through his mind, over and over again. Part of him wondered what would happen to Lestat if he tried. How he would die.

"River don't like you cause you go in her head." He ventured. Being so close to somebody like this, being so aware and incapable of turning it off, there was nothing he could do besides feel and know. "You go in everybody's head."

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-07 07:25 pm UTC (link)
"You can go if you want," Lestat said, eyebrow raising. "I really won't stop you."

He raised violet eyes to John Coffey's face, and looked at him, seriously.

"I do go in everybody's head, yes," he said. He paused, utterly still and silent momentarily. "River is very much like me, too, you understand. Both of us have this... ability. Both of us cannot turn it off. Not for good." He smiled slightly, fangs skirting the flesh of his lower lip. "Like you feel, now."

Lestat's eyes glimmered. Wasn't comfortable, was it? People were quite loud, and learning to sift through the din took centuries. River fascinated him for doing it in less than a decade.

"We stay out of each others' ways," the vampire said. "But I have nothing but fondness for the girl."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-07 08:34 pm UTC (link)
"I hear." John said it almost defensively. He knew that what he did was somewhat different than what Lestat was capable of. What even River was able to do. John could only hear the thoughts of those he was close to. And the only things he felt were negative emotions. But if he were to touch the vampire, if he dared to do it, he would be able to see more. He would be able to do what Lestat was doing now.

But he didn't really want to feel that flesh that wasn't alive. John had no desire to know what dead flesh felt like. And skin that hadn't been living for as long as Lestat's? The idea didn't appeal to the big man at all. Not one bit.

He also didn't like the idea of this man near River Tam. If he'd known anything about the boy Lestat had called River's boyfriend, he would have been even less comfortable with that idea.

John didn't understand how a creature like Lestat could say it had fondness for anything. Or any kind of emotion at all, really.

But John had never encountered a vampire before.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-07 08:58 pm UTC (link)
"I know you hear," Lestat said.

And now he wanted to know what would happen if John Coffey touched him. Not to heal him, no, Lestat did not want to die. Ever. But he was curious what would happen to the man sitting there across from him. Very. Very. Curious.

"I have fondness for a great many things, John Coffey," Lestat said, bristling. "Make no mistake. I love and I am loved, difficult as that may be for some to believe. I worry. I care." His eyebrow danced. He raised his hand, holding it up in front of his face as though to look at it, at the intricate latticework of blue veins he could see in it beneath the shocking white skin. Lestat wiggled his fingers.

Then he turned his palm toward John Coffey. So curious. So, so curious. Wanting to see what happened if the man touched him.

"C'mon," he said, smirking. "You only live once."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-07 10:03 pm UTC (link)
"You only live once." He repeated. But looked up at Lestat like he might have been insane. Life was precious, and you didn't just wander around doing everything you wanted to do when you wanted to do it, or that life was wasted.

Still, there was something about that hand. Something enticing about those eyes, unnerving as they were.

John cocked his head, considering. What could he learn here? Aside from staying the heck away from vampires, of course.

Slowly, his hand moved of it's own accord until the tips of his fingers brushed lightly against Lestat's. That's all he needed, all it took. Instantly his brain was flooded with the vampire's memories. His mind. Everything he'd ever seen and done.

And John found himself understanding more than he'd ever wanted to. Ever. He jerked his hand away and held it in his lap as if he'd been burned. It was all so strange. All of it.

He didn't know what to say.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-07 11:54 pm UTC (link)
That Lestat was insane was a popular theory. The vampire smirked.
In his long years, Lestat had met precious few people--or beings--that could resist him. He had not thought John Coffey would be one of them. He was right.

And the reason he was right, Lestat mused to himself, was admirable. Coffey wanted to know. To learn. Amen! Selah.

The man's fingertips hit Lestat's, and the vampire's eyes narrowed ever so slightly. There was no spark, no tingle, no nothing, and he was vaguely disappointed. But then there came the mental blast.

John Coffey's mind swam with his own. With faces he'd never seen, could never see. He saw Akasha, there, and Nicki. He saw Gabrielle and Claudia. He saw the ruin he had been, chained by Maharet's hair in that chuch to spare him going mad.

Yeah. That'd worked.

John pulled his hand back, and Lestat did not blame him. He stared, mouth open slightly, incredulous, purple eyes lit up with total wonder. Could River do that, too? Was he missing out on this whole telepathy thing? No. No. This was a side effect of the healing.

Nah. That's a fucking effect.

"...God," Lestat said.

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[info]i_help
2008-04-08 07:40 am UTC (link)
God, in John Coffey's humble opinion, had nothing to do with the creature sitting before him.

The things that he'd seen, the life of Lestat, was nothing to scoff at. Nor take lightly. And even now, with the power used and the connection broken, things still weren't fading. He felt stuck in the on position.

He wondered if it were the tiny spark of the hurt eye calling out to him, keeping him aware like this, or if it was something to do with Lestat being a vampire. Something about that blood that spoke of decades past where living should have ended.

Even if it was the eye, though, could he possibly heal it without causing damage to the vampire? Was the eye not technically dead as well? Wouldn't healing it cause it to shrivel?

All of this was new and frightening territory.

To help, in this case, would be to kill. And John Coffey did not kill.

"I got to say, boss, I'm not entirely comfortable with this situation."

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-08 07:51 pm UTC (link)
Lestat could feel the untapped energy in the man next to him. John Coffey was almost humming with it. He half expected the giant to take off and run, run a marathon, or just glow like a lightbulb.

"I'm very self-conscious about the eye," he said, glaring just for a second.

I got to say, boss, I'm not entirely comfortable with this situation.

"I concur," the vampire said.

He sat straighter, still curious and wondering if doing anything else here would be like sticking his hand out onto the stove after already having been burned.

"I... would apologize, but it is not my style, mon ami."

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[info]i_help
2008-04-09 12:27 am UTC (link)
"I know." John Coffey nodded. Saying he was sorry was not something that Lestat de Lioncourt did. Oh yes, John knew his full name now. He knew everything. He knew intimate things that he'd never wanted to know about another being, ever.

John was truly an innocent in the ways of the world.

"And I know about the eye, too. I just don't know if it's that that's causing all this. I'd like it to stop. This isn't what is supposed to happen. This isn't the way it works."

Clarity was one thing. Full knowledge another.

Knowing that you weren't supposed to be a certain way, that was hard to cope with. Having that information in his head, that he shouldn't be this smart, this intelligent, sitting next to somebody and having a full conversation, not getting distracted, knowing everything he'd ever done, all the people he'd helped. Remembering the electric chair. It was all too much.

Perhaps God had made him dull so he could function better.

Live happier.

Because he felt absolutely miserable now.

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[info]i_liveforever
2008-04-09 01:31 am UTC (link)
This isn't what is supposed to happen...

Lestat nodded. "I know."

He furrowed his eyebrows, reading Coffey's thoughts. Lestat looked like he was in pain. And he sort of was. As curious as he'd been, as much of a monster as he really was... he was not capable of causing someone like this this much pain and being fine with it. Coffey was someone who improved the world, and he was, indeed, an innocent.

Lestat had no right.
No right, and he knew it.
There were two ways out of this, and only one of them could he stomach.

"Pay attention, just for a minute, because I'm not going to say this again. I'm only going to say it once. And you won't even remember it."

He looked at John for a confirmation that the man was listening, and raised an eyebrow.

"I don't know why God made you dull. I don't know why you can do what you can do. And I for damn sure don't know why this is happening the way it is right now. But I meant what I said. God doesn't give a gift like this without there being a price. I can see an electric chair in your head. I can read you, remembering what that was like. If the price, for you, is not being..."

Oh, shit. He was going to be so fucking mean.

"... as smart as maybe you are right now, I gotta tell you, you got off easy. I wish I couldn't remember half the things I'd done."

He looked at Coffey levelly, with a nod. I'm going to stop hurting you now, John Coffey.

He said it silently, and rose to his feet. Then Lestat bowed his head, in respect, raised playful, glittering purple eyes to the man, and smiled. The smile was full of everything poor John had in his head. Everything Lestat had done, and couldn't help remembering. He winked.

And he vanished.

At least, it would seem to John Coffey he'd vanished.

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