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Prompt 5 - What is your greatest fear? [Private]
My greatest fear? That I'll end up being like Ben, my twin. Even with all those hours spent in Psy Ops there is a voice in the back of my head that wonders if they missed something. If there is something in my genetic cocktail that will make me lose my mind like he did.

The kick in the ass, is that I'll never know it. It's not like I'll say to myself 'oh look, I've gone insane.' I won't collect teeth for the 'Blue Lady' because that wasn't my deal. I could care less about that crap. It will be something else, something else that misfires in my brain and I'm drawn to do something.

On the upside, I know that if I ever do go insane, Max will be happy to kill me. Hell, she's probably happy to kill me now without me going insane. I hate to say this, but I have to put my trust in the Manticore Psy Ops people. I hope they didn't screw up and something slipped by them. But, if they did, I have my backup. Max.