Prompt #5 - What is your greatest fear? [Private]
I'd never admit it to anybody but I've known for years that my greatest fear was being alone. I've always had friends, always. Sure you can call me a jackass and immature but I must be doing something right because I have never not had people surrounding me. When I'm bored I always have someone to call. I hate being alone. Some people like spending time by themselves to reflect or whatever but that sort of stuff drives me crazy. I think too much when I'm alone. And thinking is definitely a bad thing, especially now.

In high school being alone was never a big threat for me. In the rare instance where my friends were too busy I always had Cassidy to hang out with. Even if he did have plans. He'd cancel them if I moped around long enough. Now he's gone and my family is gone and my friends from high school aren't really keen on hanging out with the brother of a psychopath. Except for Logan. Not that he could really use the crazy brother excuse since his dad was just as crazy as Cassidy. Logan still hangs out with me and I appreciate it, I really do. It's just having one friend is way too close to being alone for me.