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[Prompt 3] - Thoughts on Love
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Love, that's an interesting concept. Of all the human emotions that I fake, love is the hardest. When it comes to family, I have to admit a fondness for my foster sister. But when it comes to love, to lust, I find myself... unsure. Whenever it came to sex, it usually ruined any sort of faked relationship I would have with anyone. It was over shortly afterwards, as they would see how empty I am, how there really wasn't any sort of feeling for them.

Somehow, Rita is different than those previous relationships. I wouldn't insult her intelligence, say she just can't see the emptiness. It scares me that she might see something in me. Something real, some actual human emotion for her.

It's terrifying. And I don't scare easily.