I Resist the Muses

( [OCC: Cut for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows spoilers] )

My greatest loss?

I think my greatest loss would be the family I never had.

Not that I have problems with the one I ended up with; my aunt was a good soul with a firm hand and her husband was surprisingly kind. But it doesn't stop me from wondering what could've been if my mother had survived giving birth to me and my father had not lost his mind.

I know things would've turned out differently if it was so, but I don't know how it would be different. I half wish it would've been for the better, but who really knows in the grand scheme of things?

I suppose only God knows - I've never been one for divination and even so, how could a person scry for what could've been instead of what will be?

Pretty much gonna have to go with rejection there. Easy answer. Wish I could draw it out a bit more, but this place doesn't have a word requirement, thank God. Essay tests are a close second.

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My name is Janet Fraiser.

I am a single mother.

I am a medical doctor.

I am a Major in the United States Air Force.

I am a friend.

Just a friend. Always just a friend.

I am not someone to mess with.

Nor am I someone to back down from a fight.

I like to think that I'm someone you want on your side.

I know I'm someone you don't want angry at you.

I am all these things, and more.

I am also dead. Or at least I was. And I am really not sure what I'm doing now.


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