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Tweak says, "I am Lord Voldemort"

aaronpcy (aaronpcy) wrote in viaowls,
@ 2011-01-19 22:17:00

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	isey 2011-01-20 03:45 am UTC (link)
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aaronpcy
2011-01-20 03:59 am UTC (link)

Matt,

I'm trying but everything is horrible and ruined and I can't stop.

You aren't going to just throw it away, are you?

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isey
2011-01-20 04:35 am UTC (link)

Aaron,

I didn't mean to make you feel horrible. Or like things are ruined. I just

maybe it's for the best and I can use this time to get things sorted out. With the manor and work and everything. And I'm still rattled, okay? I have to admit that. All that shite you said about me not loving you. I don't want to throw anything away, you just made me feel as though you already had and I might as well.

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aaronpcy
2011-01-20 04:44 am UTC (link)

It's my fault. I know it is. If I would've just

UGH!

What's for the best? You mean what happened? You want to stay broken up? Is that what you mean?! Matty! I didn't mean it like that!! I didn't mean for you to take it that way. I didn't know what you did. I wasn't thinking it was something like that. I didn't know you were going to talk to your mum. And I know you love me. I love you too. I love you more than anything. You're my Matty and we were supposed to

Matty, please don't do this. I just got

scared or something. I don't know. I got confused. I don't understand my brain sometimes. I just couldn't help but think bad things, even though I know. I know better.

Matt, please. Tell me what I have to do.

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isey
2011-01-20 05:36 am UTC (link)

Aar,

Not staying broken up but

I don't know a break. I know that you didn't know, I didn't expect that you'd find out any of it at all without me saying and I guess. I don't think I'm good at this. I think that I make poor choices for us and maybe I should reevaluate if I can turn things into such a mess when I only mean to do right by you.

You don't have to do anything. I love you.

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aaronpcy
2011-01-21 03:52 am UTC (link)

A break? For how long? Is it because maybe your mum will come around if we're not together? I don't know what to do, Matty. I don't want to go on a break but I don't want to lose you forever. And I don't want to be the reason why your mum won't speak to you or let you back in the house. But I am the reason, aren't I? You told her because you thought you had to, didn't you? Why does she hate me?

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isey
2011-01-22 07:00 pm UTC (link)

I don't know, I just feel as though I'm not the best at this right now and maybe some perspective'll do me some good. But Aar. What my mum thinks doesn't matter to me now, won't matter to me ever. She barely had any pull in my life as it was, didn't you point that out yourself? So it's better to be out of the house. If she comes around it'll be on her own, I'm not lending her any information on my personal life, she lost that privilege. It's not you so much as her wanting to have a well-adjusted son who can put her back at sorts with the elite wizarding community or whatever it is. If I can't even have a normal relationship with a girl and give her a load of Pureblood babies then what good am I? That's her logic speaking. I don't think she hates you, I think she just hates us being together.

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	aaronpcy 2011-01-22 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	Can I see you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isey 2011-01-22 09:58 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, you want to get a bite or something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aaronpcy 2011-01-22 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	Um. Sure. I mean, yes. Whatever you want to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isey 2011-01-22 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	I mean we don't have to, we could do something else or just go for a coffee. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aaronpcy 2011-01-22 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not really hungry. But I want to see you. Can we just do coffee then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isey 2011-01-22 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, coffee it is. And I've got us covered, we won't be dining and dashing, no worries. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aaronpcy 2011-01-22 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not worried, Matt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isey 2011-01-22 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent)