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Vas Captio Mods ([info]vas_captio_mod) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-06-08 15:47:00

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Entry tags:!complete, day 10, laura moon, location: pharmacy/liquor store, open, remy lebeau

Day 10: Pharmacy/Liquor Store - 1:15pm
Who: OTA
What: Seven point five
When: 1:15pm - 5:00pm
Where: Pharmacy/Liquor Store
Rating: TBA
Status: Active

The sun was shining high in the sky and a gentle breeze stroked the leaves of the trees, making them, along with the severed stub of rope on the clock face from the day previous sway lazily. It was quiet. Perhaps it was too quiet, for the lack of birds chirping or insects buzzing.

All in all, the day was one of the most pleasant as of yet for the bulk of the involuntary residents of Vas Captio, save, of course, the heat. Maybe it was a bit too hot to be entirely comfortable.

It started small, as most things do. Bottles of liquor rattled on shelves. Pills chuttered in the bottles of medication waiting to create prescriptions. Newspaper rustled on the front counter and then all fell quiet.

Then, as if giant feet had decided to play soccer within the store, some of the shelves of liquor and bottles of medicine rocked and fell. The sound of shattering glass was drowned out by the roar of one of the outer walls cracking in half and falling outward into the street. The roof split with the screeching of metal beams, rusted metal bars wrenching free and slicing downward into the shelves that were still upright. Anyone in their path would be knocked down and skewered before being buried beneath falling shelves of breaking liquor bottles or exploding containers of pills or possibly corrosive liquids.

As the rest of the roof came crashing down, anyone inside would be trapped in a near lethal cloud of alcohol and cleaning fluid as it pools on the floor of the store. Any pills that have exploded from the bottles will combine with the mess on the floor and also add to the dangerous concoction which will be as volatile a danger as a leaking gas main to anyone who is in this building.

Vas Captio was still, again, and silent once more.



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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-11 12:47 am UTC (link)
The thing about being the kind of undead that was susceptible to decay with access to only a tiny bottle of Norn water was that it severely crippled your ability to enjoy nice, sunny, hot days. They tended to accelerate decay, and that was incredibly inconvenient. She was already starting to go bad. Winter in Indiana had been fine, but the fluctuating temperatures were finally starting to have noticeable effects on her corpse. She'd noticed them yesterday, at the clocktower, when her shoulder and arm had begun separating. The staples that L had so wonderfully put into her to keep her together were no longer having the positive effect that they should have; the flesh was decaying around them.

She waited like Snow White in a glass coffin. Her skin was appropriately pale, her hair was sufficiently dark, and her face was as peaceful as that Disney princess's, if not more so. She was pale and dark and lovely all at once. And she was praying for a doctor to come. A prince wouldn't be doing her any good anytime soon; besides, she already had one. It was in the form of a sweet, brilliant detective...who she couldn't help. She'd known something was wrong with L yesterday, after he found Light, but he wouldn't talk to her. Not really talk to her. As such, she'd fallen silent inside of her glass and metal coffin, enjoying the stale and cool air that remained inside. She had felt him leave, but she had not stopped him. It was none of her business to dictate what he should do and where he should go. She wanted to talk to him, but she didn't know how.

Not saying anything was probably one of the best things that Laura could have done, for if L had stayed, he would have died. She felt the subtle rocking of the store, and she was not entirely bothered by it. Perhaps it was a trick of the place, something from that mysterious stranger in the journals, or maybe something, somewhere, had exploded. She'd remained still, waiting for her doctor to come and save her by putting her arm back on. How she wished that she'd known that her severed arm would be the least of her troubles!

The shaking was violent, and not even she was fast enough to avoid a natural disaster. Laura was inside of the store and inside of a case, so she was inside of a case in the store, a recipe for disaster. The glass on her coffin was the first thing to go, and it exploded with the violent shaking. Shards flew into her flesh, sticking in her arms (which were crossed over her chest) and her face. She didn't feel it, but when she opened her eye, the right one would not comply. Though she wanted to, she didn't have time to pull the shard of glass from her eye. The beer cooler tipped forward, and she was light enough that she was thrown clear, landing in a heap, though she quickly staggered to her feet.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-11 12:47 am UTC (link)
"What the hell?" she asked, hearing something creaking. She was barely able to stay standing. Making for a wall, she staggered enough to reach it, but the shelf collapsed, spraying her with glass and alcohol.

That was when she heard it, and not soon enough. She turned to see the source of the cracking and screeching noise, and she was met, quite literally with a piece of the ceiling. Her body made a sickening thud as she hit the wall, and one of the supports that used to hold up a shelf burst through the center of her chest. The beam had knocked her about like a rag doll. A pipe, which had probably been part of either the support or sprinkler systems, wedged itself into her left side. Looking down, she screamed out more in frustration. It had punctured her cleanly through, pinning her between the beam and the wall. She looked up, shelves falling around her, and the rest of the ceiling, the part that mattered, came crashing down on top of her. Then, she bowed her head and closed her eyes. She was buried in the disfigured remains of the Drug/Liquor store.

When the shaking stopped, Laura opened her eyes once more, or the one that would still open. The other was still pinned shut. Her arm, the one that had been stapled on, was completely missing. The chain around her neck had snapped, and her coin was tucked, safely, into her bra. Her clothing hung off of her body, slashed and gouged and soaked. That was one thing that she knew for sure: she was drenched in alcohol. The arm that had been attached with staples was completely missing. She had lost it at some point. It seemed that she had lost her day pack as well; the Norn water was gone. Inside, something sank and broke into a million pieces. Now, when she needed it, it was gone. Hearing fizzing, she looked around, noticing that pills and booze were everywhere, and they were mixing their deadly forms into something greater. It was then that she was glad that she was dead; the smell must have been awful.

One thought crossed her mind at that moment. "L!" she exclaimed, eyes wide. Pinned to the wall and looking like some sort of freakish voodoo doll, she began to get frantic. Where was he? Had the earthquake hit the entire village? "L! Where are you? Somebody come get me off this fucking wall!" She screamed at the top of her lungs. "Fuck!"

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-11 09:33 pm UTC (link)
Gambit, so far, had not had a horrible day. He'd been attacked by a falling tree limb, dislocated his shoulder, had a man called the Doctor, who was definitely not a Doctor, force his arm back into socket, then he'd had to go into a collapsed building, blow something up, dig someone out of the rubble, then find his friend, dig him out, carry him to safety, and try not to get his head cut off by Edward Knivehands in the process. It hadn't been a horrible day, but it certainly hadn't been a good one.

And it was only going to get worse for the Cajun.

That was obvious, as he was traipsing past the Liquor store, looking for some place, any place, that he could lay down and pretend like he wasn't here, and hide from all those people who wanted his help. Couldn't these people help themselves? He wasn't a hero. He didn't do this sort of thing. They should leave this crap for the heroes, the ones out there running around eager to help people out. They could save people. He was done with the rescuing thing.

That was, until he heard the shouting. The red-head groaned audibly and rolled his head back on his shoulders, staring up at the sky as if this was all some higher power's fault. And it was. The Powers That Be. But he didn't know that. Not yet. He actually began to walk away from the cries for help.. but they were distinctly female, and that was what finally won him over, and the Cajun had to turn around and slowly make his way, as if walking to his Death, to the ramshackle building in such disarray. He got a whiff of the toxins as soon as he got too close, though, and began coughing. That would be what gave away his presence to the shouting female inside. He waved a hand in front of his face, and was tugging the top of his turtleneck over his head, making him very much resemble some sort of ninja, with his entire face covered save for his eyes. Those very distinct red eyes.

He ducked his head down and stepped through the glass, crunching in it as he made his way past the rows of downed liquor. But despite the pills and the liquid on the floor, he didn't slip. Gambit had impeccable balance and was able to navigate the floors quite well.. but his coughing hadn't stopped, and he was lifting his good hand to cover his face as he narrowed down his eyes, to try and keep the fumes out, and searched the darkened area for the shouting.

It didn't take him long to find her, and when he did, his hand lowered and his eyes widened some-- she was stuck to the wall.. with.. Oh my God. Why wasn't she dead yet?! "Merde." His soft mumbled curse was trapped by the dark of his turtleneck, and he let out a rush of breath. But he didn't have long in here, he felt lightheaded already and was quickly coming forward with practiced steps, never faltering on the slippery, dangerous floor.

"Calm down." He called out to her as he came closer, both hands lifting up so he could grab at the protruding metal. One foot came to plant against the wall while the other remained on the floor, and he pulled hard and suddenly, dislodging her suddenly. Then he was tossing it away and coughing again, covering his face with the crook of his arm. He felt sick.. Wait. Her arm was gone. Her arm was gone! "You arm." He was coughing again an nodding towards the missing limb. Did she know she was missing it? ... Did she know where it was? He jerked some as another piece of the building came swinging down, and the Cajun was quickly moving a hand to the side and snatching three of the wrapped sets of crutches, so that he could prop them on his good shoulder and use them as a brace, in case the roof fell. "C'n you walk, Chere?"

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 07:55 pm UTC (link)
Laura, lately, was a hero, and she was eager to help people. It seemed, however, that an earthquake could sneak up on even a hero and could catch a hero off guard. She wanted to be out there saving the innocent, running from flickering light to flickering light, bestowing some order upon the chaos. This was not where she was supposed to be. Her ears could hear the people crying, and she could sense them, in their pain, by the light of their souls. They were all so distinct.

Her head nearly snapped off when she turned to look at the new arrival her movement was so fast. Her teeth were clenched, and she gripped, feebly, at the things that were pinning her. "Yeah, nice to see you too," she said in a flat, dull, monotone voice when he swore at her in French. She'd read enough travel books to know what that meant. Still, she was glad to see him, and she was glad that she wasn't bleeding. There was formaldehyde pouring from her wounds, adding to the odd smell of the building.

Gambit was not quite moving fast enough for herl iking, and while the first bit of metal came out easily, she didn't have time to wait for another pull like that. He wasn't going to make it in here much longer. Laura couldn't imagine what the smell was like; it was probably noxious and toxic. Grabbing the metal that was in her side, she pulled sideways when she wasn't held so fast, and a chunk of flesh from the bottom of her ribcage to the top of her hip fell to the floor with a disgusting plop. Fully dislodged from where she'd been pinned and looking, frankly, horrible, she looked to him.

"My arm is gone, as is this piece of flesh," she waggled her fingers in the newly formed hole in her body. "Thank you for coming, but you're an idiot for putting yourself in danger for someone who's already dead. We haven't got time to look for that which has been lost just yet." When he coughed, she knew that they had to get motoring. Hopping up beside him almost effortlessly, she sighed softly, looking around. That was when she spotted it. Running to where the beer cooler that she'd called home, she grabbed the leather bound journal. If that was safe, maybe her pack had survived. Maybe there was still Norn water inside of it. She could only hope, right? But that would have to wait.

Moving to him, she nodded. "I can walk," she said plainly. Grabbing his sleeve with her remaining arm, she began tugging him towards the exit, or the hole in the wall that she now considered the exit. "I'm not sure how much longer you're going to be able to breathe. I don't need to, but it seems that you do. I'm not going to even get into the fact right now that, by my account, you're not human. All I can give you is my thanks. We need to get you out of here, and I need to find L." For someone who was dripping green, the pale woman was very calm. Laura looked unwell on a good day; today, she was looking positively ghoulish.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-14 08:21 pm UTC (link)
Gambit couldn't do anything but stand and watch (and cough) as the woman (what *was* she?!) tore herself down from the wall, then proceeded to run to grab-- her journal? Seriously? The Cajun coughed again and lifted his hand up over his face. He was starting to feel *really* sick. But even better, she came back a moment later, then started having a conversation with him like this was normal, and everything was okay, and-- she didn't have to breathe? She was gripping onto his sleeve a moment later and he squinted down red eyes, because the toxins were really starting to sting. Everywhere. So when she announced she was ready to get out of there, all the red-head could do was nod and cough again, heading right for the exit on calculated steps, so that he wouldn't slip in the muck on the ground. With the crutches still over his shoulder, he went out with her. Out of the ruined pharmacy and into the clear, wonderful air. And once outside, Gambit was dropping the crutches, pulling down his turtleneck, and throwing up near the building.

Well. That had gone all wrong. He'd been in there to rescue her, and she'd ended up rescuing him. After a few seconds, he was wiping at his mouth with his sleeve and looking over at her with wider eyes. She certainly did look ghoulish. She looked like a zombie out of that movie, Dawn of the Dead, except.. no blood dripping from her mouth, and she could talk-- and wasn't yelling for brains. "Non, not human in 'de stric'es' sense." He felt okay admitting that to her, because she certainly wasn't human. "Wha' are you?" He wanted to know. Badly. He was wiping at his mouth again, then was bending to grab the crutches, might as well take them to the gym. And he was slowly beginning to walk, keeping his eyes on her. She was really pretty, and he was really taken with her take-charge attitude. Only problem? She looked like she was.. rotting.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 08:51 pm UTC (link)
To most people, the acquisition of her journal must have seemed absurd. It was, in the back of her mind, a bit unnecessary, but it was one of the only ways that she had to connect with L when they were apart. Sure, she could have shown up where he was, but running blindly to his side was never a viable option. Additionally, the Night Watch used the journals as a means of communication. How many of them were still standing? What if they'd been wiped out by this mess? Who would protect the innocent? She was glad that she had been able to find it.

While Gambit threw up, Laura stared blankly at him, unashamed, unflinching. Human bodily reactions and actions ceased to bother her. There were many things, in fact, that didn't bother her anymore. "I understand not being human in the strictest sense." His accent was intriguing; she didn't really recognize it. It wasn't something that people often heard in Indiana. Actually, she'd only heard it when she spoke to someone in Louisiana while booking a Mardi Gras tour. "My name was Laura Moon, and by that name I am still called. I was human once, but I am not that anymore. I am human in the past tense, yet I am not even that. I don't think there's anyone quite like me. Where are you going? I will make sure you get there safely."

She offered him a lopsided, hopeless smile. He wasn't really her type, and he looked a little banged up, but she could already tell that he was a good, kind person. After all, most people wouldn't have risked the noxious fumes to help someone who was pinned to a wall and not yet dead. Most would have run away screaming in terror. It would have touched her to know that he thought she was pretty or that he appreciated her attitude. Now that she had some time to think, she was feeling horrible. No longer could she even attempt to pass as human.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-14 09:19 pm UTC (link)
The Cajun wiped at his mouth again for good measure, but was shaking his head when she said that she was going to get him to safety. "You kiddin', Chere? I jus' run into 'dat buil'in', almos' die tryin' to save your ass, an' you offerin' to make sure I get somewhere safe? Was gon' take you to 'de Gym, where 'dey got 'de hurt people. But you seem to be doin' better than I am." He flashed her an easy grin, then wiped once again at his mouth, before finally lowering his hand.

"Come to t'ink of it, you ain' even offer me a kiss, in return. Maybe I take you up on 'dat ano'ter day, 'dough, non?" Seeing as how he'd just thrown up. But she did get a playful wink, anyway. He was still trying to figure out what the Hell was going on with her. And after a few more coughs, he was making a gesture with his hand. "I'm Gambit, by 'de way. Nice t'meet you. An' if you ain' human no more, wha' are you?" Everything was telling him 'zombie', but if she wasn't (and since she wasn't eating his brain, he assumed she wasn't), then it would surely be an insult, and he didn't want a pissed off zombie-looking-girl gnawing on his head because she was pissed off.

And if she thought Gambit was a good, kind person, she was sorely mistaken. He was as close to being a 'bad guy' as you could get without actually being one. Remy mostly did things just to amuse himself, or to get something he needed. No. Kind and good were not words that described him. He'd gone in there because she was a female voice and he thought she'd be pretty. He wasn't wrong, and the smile on his face said as much. He still felt light-headed, but better now that he'd emptied his mostly empty stomach.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 09:42 pm UTC (link)
"The gym? Hurt people? L might be there." She nodded, resolute in her decision. "I'm going with you. I might not go inside seeing as I'm looking like this, and I don't want to give anyone a heart attack, but I'll go to the treeline nearby and keep watch. I am part of the night watch, after all. Besides, I couldn't smell what was going on in there, but I am certain that it wasn't pleasant." Her hand motioned to the vomit on the ground. "There was a lot of drugs and alcohol in that pharmacy...liquor store...thing. I don't think those things have good effects when they're inhaled. Somebody needs to make sure that you get back to where you belong. The last thing I'd need would be my savior passing out on the way back to the makeshift hospital. Just one moment. There is someone I have to attempt to find."

She placed her journal on the ground and knelt beside it. Seeing a woman with three limbs trying to write was like watching a dog with three legs trying to run. She flipped to a blank page, dripping formaldehyde on it, and dipped her index finger into the gaping hole that was once her right arm and shoulder. Smearing a messy note across the page, she rose to her feet once more, sticking the book rolled up into her back pocket. "Hopefully he'll respond and give me some direction. Hopefully he's able to respond." She forced a sigh, though the air whistled from the hole in her chest where a metal spike was sticking out through her sternum.

He was the most curious of anyone that she had met as of yet, and that was, perhaps, because he was seeing her the most dead. Laura assumed that, this time, there was no chance of denying it. Falling into step beside him, she tried to casually cross her arms behind her head, but she stopped when she remembered that she only had one. A dead woman with one arm walking along with it up in the air seemed a little ridiculous, didn't it? She chuckled darkly at her stupidity. This was definitely the worst mess that she'd ever gotten herself into. When he mentioned the kiss, though, her eyebrows raised. Was he serious? Had he not looked at her? She stared back at him, unblinking, before a lopsided smile crossed her face.

"Gambit, huh? Guess even people without any luck can get lucky now and then. If you really want that kiss, you're free to claim it whenever you want. There's no harm in a kiss, after all, when you've been what I was." Shaking her head, she glanced over at him. "Another time on that, though. That's hardly appropriate conversation for a day like this. I...am someone who is caught in a very difficult and confusing situation. I was alive, and I was a travel agent who was born, and raised, and lived in Eagle Point, Indiana. Then I died, I was waked, and I was buried. And then my late husband gave me a golden coin that was actually a fragment of the sun that he found in some sun god's treasury on accident, and I came back. Like this." She motioned at her body. "I'm not dead, I'm not alive. I'm something else. I don't really fit anywhere."

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-14 10:13 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe that's a goo' i'ea, ain' goin' insi'e. Don' wan' people screamin' 'Dawn of 'de Dea'', non?" Sorry, Laura. He couldn't help the little jab, even if she was pretty, she was still. Well.. Look at her! Somehow, her pale skin and her dark hair contrasting? It was.. really great. Like fantastic art. She was beautiful and terrifying all together, and that made the Cajun all sorts of thrilled. "I be fine, I'm sure. But we go to 'de gym toge'ter, non?" Which was where they were headed already, of course. But he just wanted to assure her that he would go, even if he wasn't going to be looking for medical attention. He wasn't dead, so it meant he was doing alright. For now.

"L your boyfrien'?" It was what he asked everyone, when they had a friend of the opposite sex, respectively. Likely just a bad translation from French to English.. but you never knew.

"Oui. Gambit. An' you righ', even people wit' no luck can get lucky." He was both lucky.. and very unlucky. It was a strange combination, to be so lucky in some ways, and so unlucky in others. Only the Cajun. But he would take that kiss later, as she'd promised him. Definitely. Hopefully before she decayed anymore.. didn't want anything breaking off when he kissed her, after all. "So.. you a zombie? Undea'. Not livin', not dea', so 'dat makes you.. undea'." It made perfect sense to him. Right? Right.

"So it don' hur', 'dat you fallin' apar'? You gon' keep fallin' apar'? What happen when 'dere ain' not'in' more of you lef' to fall par'?" That was the curious question. What happened when she had no arms, no legs, no.. well.. no meat but bones? How would she stay together? Would she die then? What happened when there was nothing left of her but dust? But don't think that the mention of a coin of a fragment of the sun had passed by him. He'd heard her, and he'd instantly begun to think of how rare that was, and how much it'd be worth. And his eyes were falling to her neck to look for it. Maybe she wore it as a necklace?

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 10:41 pm UTC (link)
That jab definitely did not go unnoticed, and her eyes closed tightly, driving the glass that pinned one of them shut a little deeper into her eyeball. He was one of the first people to ever go there. "I am not a zombie," she said plainly, bluntly, and in a monotone that made it beautifully ironic. "That word is ridiculous. Zombies don't think. Zombies don't have superhuman speed and strength. Zombies aren't the reanimated remains of somebody's late wife with her personality and memories still intact. Zombies don't want to be alive again. All that zombies want is to eat brains and lumber around. I do not think that I exhibit any of the characteristics of a zombie. In fact, the only thing that a zombie and I have in common is the unlikely trait that we were once alive, then we were dead, and we're up and moving around once more."

Her hand slipped into what remained of her pocket. Jay had thought she was good looking, but he didn't know that she was dead at all. He hated her now that she hung around with L. L loved her and thought she was the most beautiful woman on earth, but he had been routinely chemically castrated up until about two weeks ago. He wasn't, necessarily, one of the best people to convince a gal that she was good looking. And here Gambit was, seeing her at her very worse. Coughing up maggots and working the night shift at a gas station in the Florida panhandle hadn't been this bad. Yet he thought that she was pretty, beautiful and terrifying. Had she known his thoughts, she would have tried to convince him otherwise, just like she did with L every time he told her that she was good looking. After all, the living needed to fancy the living. It would all be easier if she was alone and lonely in the end, and people needed to be with other living people.

"L and I...have a bit of a complicated situation. Technically I am still married to a man named Shadow back where I come from, though he doesn't want anything to do with me now that I'm...me. I met L when I got here. My arm got taken off by a puma that I went out into the forest alone to kill. He stapled it back on for me. We've been partners around this place ever since. It's better to travel in pairs, after all, especially when one of them doesn't need to sleep or eat or even blink. Um...we got snowed into the pharmacy there - I was living in the beer cooler and using the remnant cool air to keep myself from decomposing - and some things happened. I was a bit of a slut when I was alive, and I guess that old habits die hard. I never learn, even when sex kills me. Go figure. We became intimate, though I am not certain that he loves me, though he says that he does. I believe, one day, he will meet a living girl that strikes his fancy much more. And I will not stop him, though I feel very...protective of him. I...do not know if I would consider him my boyfriend. I'm not sure if that is really a term that someone in my situation could use. We're partners. And, if it is at all possible, he is going to find some way to bring me back to life." She paused, a wicked grin crossing her face. "Hopefully it isn't today. Don't think it'd last long or do much for me if I came back looking like this." Laura loved irony and dark humor.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 10:41 pm UTC (link)
He seemed genuinely interested in her condition, and that interested her. Shrugging her existing shoulder, she watched the ground as they walked. "No, falling apart doesn't hurt. I don't feel pain. I don't feel anything except cold, and it's not cold in the sense that humans and living beings know it as. It's...emptiness. It's like the void settled in the pit of my stomach. I feel nothingness, and I hate it. The only thing that makes the cold go away is the warmth of a living being. It's incredibly overwhelming to me, touching a living person's skin. I cannot describe it properly. It is unlike anything that I ever knew in life."

"As for what happens when this all goes south, well, I don't really know. The coin doesn't prevent me from decaying, but it keeps me animated. I will exist beyond the end of everything, for I will continue to exist as long as I consider the coin my own. I can only end my existence by willingly giving up ownership of it. It's something like the magic that animates the mummies that protect the tombs of the ancient Egyptians. My flesh will rot and fall away from my bones, but I will exist as a skeleton. When my bones crumble into dust, I will probably become a bodiless, incorporeal entity of some sort. When the world ends, I will be left spinning in the void. It'll just be me. Me and the nothingness. I don't know if I'll last that long, though. I vowed to protect L, and I have decided that I will give the coin to him in the event that he should be dying. He does not know this, and he would not approve. I do not care. He will not have a choice when the time comes. I will save his life, for I do not believe that I could exist in a world in which I had no purpose, no one to protect. I am thankful I found him in the absence of Shadow."

Inside of her shirt, which was badly slashed up, her bra was visible. Since he was looking, it was hard not to miss the round, two inch lump on the inner side of her left breast in her bra. The silver chain had snapped, dropping the coin into her bra. It didn't glow, but for something that had been through hell, it hardly seemed tarnished. There was no price that could be placed on such a coin. It was the kind of gift you gave to the King of America.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-14 11:01 pm UTC (link)
When she began going on about zombies, Gambit turned his head to watch her curiously, still walking as he did so. And by the time she was finished, he was smiling brightly. "How you know so much 'bou' zombies, Chere? You--" He nearly tripped over a piece of rubble in the road, then, as he'd been staring openly at her. But with the little trip, he'd hopped in a surprisingly graceful move, twisted, spun once to keep his balance, then moved both arms out to steady himself.. before they fell to his sides and he cleared his throat, smoothing his hands over his brown trench coat, as if to fix himself. She hadn't just seen that. But the idea made him grin in a sheepish manner, anyway. "So you ain' a zombie. You jus'.. you, non? Laura Moon." Her name came out well enough, with his accent. Just a bit of a dip in her first name. Nice to hear, actually.

"Soun' like you his mom, more 'den you his lover, Chere." At least, that was what he'd taken away from that. That they had been together before, that she was his lover, at least once. But still, their relationship sounded more like a mother-son, from where he was standing, but he had never seen them together and he knew nothing about them, so it wasn't anything to go by, really. "You like 'dat he like you? Oui, 'course you do. All la'ies do, dea' or live, non? You got a beautiful face. Stunnin', even wit' 'de.. dea' t'in' goin' on. An' you gotta nice voice. Mos'ly, you got 'de righ' attitu'e. You ac' like a girl who know what she wan's. Ac' like a girl who got some brains to go wit' her beauty. Bet you was gorgeous as a livin' girl, non?" He, finally, was looking ahead again, so as not to trip on their way to the gym. It wasn't far, now.

"You say it don' hur', but you ain' enjoyin' it, are you? Ain' enjoyin' fallin' to pieces. Ain' enjoyin' leakin'.. whatever 'dat is. Ain' enjoyin' bein' called a zombie. An' you gon' do 'dat do him? You think you livin', Chere? You happy?" Well, that was a strange question, and likely one she hadn't heard in a while. Gambit was ready for anything in this place, and a zombie? Well. He'd almost been expecting it. Everything here was so wrong.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-14 11:18 pm UTC (link)
Who was he to speak to her like that? Who was he to put it so plainly? If she didn't know any better, she'd say that he was dead, too. He didn't have time for bullshit or lies. If there was one thing that Laura was always interested in, it was the truth. There just weren't many living people who shared that same interest.

If she had been able to, she would have flushed at his question about how she knew so much about zombies. "I've done a great deal of thinking about it since I've been existing like this. I used to try to think of something to call myself, and zombie kept cropping up, and it made me mad. That word is so...stupid. I'm not like that. So I made a list of all the ways that zombies and I are not the same. And that's what I just told you. Also, I loved horror movies when I was alive. I don't think that there's a single one that I missed. I watched good ones, bad ones, ones from all over the world. I watched them alone and with people. Maybe that's one of the things that made me fearless. Maybe that's one of the reasons why I've never questioned being like this. It was in a movie. What's so weird about it actually happening somewhere? One of my favorite things to do that first year that Shadow was in prison was to sit down with a bottle of whiskey and a good stack of horror movies and waste the night. It's been a long time since I slept well."

Her brows furrowed slightly at his remark about L. Was that really how it sounded to an outsider? She hadn't talked to anyone other than Sarah about it, and Laura had never been famous for having female friends in life. Audrey was about it. She'd always gotten on better with the opposite sex. Guys had always made better friends. In the end, she'd been closer to Robbie than to Audrey. That was the tragic truth. But to hear it like that, it made her uncertain. Feelings weren't something she was good at, and only powerful ones got through. To have one brought into question, then, after she'd made an attempt at figuring out what it was, was difficult at best.

"I don't know," she said plainly. "I don't know how I love him. I just know that I feel strongly. The coin works differently for a living person. It'll keep you alive and young forever if you're already living. It'll make you just short of a god. But it's better if I stay with him, I've thought. After all, it's not like many people would be open to having a dead woman hanging around at all hours. It's not like there's many living people who'd be willing to let me touch them, cold and clammy as I am. To put it frankly, the dating scene sucks. And I'm not getting any younger." She chuckled softly. "Then again, if I could just find that damn bottle of water that was in my pack back in the shop, I could be right as rain. I could be beautiful. I could be lifelike, even for a little while."

When he said that she had a beautiful face, she almost couldn't look at him. How could she think that he was someone who dealt in truth? His remark confused her. "I was beautiful," she said, her monotone voice possessing a bit of a deeper, more quiet sound to it. It was Laura's remembering voice. "I was beautiful, and I was sexy. I was vibrant, and lively, and I was fun and hopeful." She stopped walking for a moment. It was happening again, the memories. They usually came in waves when they were her own. It was sad that it was easier for her to have other people's memories of late. "I'm older now, wiser now, more certain now," she murmured, "but I've lost so much in the fall."

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-14 11:39 pm UTC (link)
She'd be surprised, like everyone else, at just how candid the Cajun could be. Even the Doctor, who had seen everything and been everywhere, was surprised that the red-head just dumped it all out there, like he did. He held a lot back, but he also said a lot. He talked a lot. But most of it wasn't about him.

"You like 'de horror flicks too? Ain' met many girls who do." He was pleased with hearing it, and was grinning widely once more, pushing a gloved hand back through his hair and shaking it up a little, to keep it away from his face. "Ain' not'in' wron' wit' it." Not any of it. Not the fearlessness, or the movies, or the enjoying watching them alone. Gambit, surprisingly, was the same way. And he never could get enough. His movies, his comics. The Cajun was hooked.

However, with her next comment.. he was lifting his eyebrows. "I tell you, your face is beautiful. An' I don' lie 'bou' women." He only lied to them. About them. Often. Well. So he was a liar, it was okay. "An' you shou' be happy!" That was suddenly exclaimed, and the red-head laughed, tilting his head to the side and coming to a stop with her when she halted on their short walk. "Girls, 'dey always tryin' to lose weigh', non? An' look at you. Jus' los' ten poun's back 'dere, didn' you? An' if you coun' 'de arm, you los' more 'den 'dat." He pointed at her, briefly, before pushing his hand back into his pocket.

"You can be lively still, ain' gotta ac' dea'. You can be fun, an' hopeful. We go back to 'dat buil'in', when it ain' all toxic, non? An' get 'de wa'er of beauty, an' make you not so rotty anymore, oui?" She did have a pretty face now, but the rest of her? Well. It was interesting, it was horrifying, and it was fantastic. Enticing, really. But only in theory. He wasn't sure he'd want to squish into her.. he'd be afraid she'd break apart. He was having trouble envisioning her having sex at all. Definitely not the fun, kinky kind.. but you could spank her with her own hand. The thought made his smile twist. Sick Cajun.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 12:11 am UTC (link)
"No, there sure aren't. That's not to say that I didn't used to get scared, either. When my husband was around, I'd find myself cowering under his arm and peeking out at the gore. But I just...liked them a lot. I always wondered how I'd do in one. This place is the closest I've ever gotten. According to the rules of horror movies, though, I should already be dead. The people who have sex always die. Then again, I should probably be on the other team. And what's to say that I'm not? Mwahaha." She winked at him, though the effect was more that she was closing her eye.

She grinned at the weight comment. Oh, she could like him. They could be good friends. Anyone who got her to smile was rare, indeed, and anyone who got it to happen frequently and on account of intentional dark humor was legendary. Laura made those kind of jokes. She had a very odd sense of humor, and it made people uncomfortable. She was the kind of woman who had the organist at her wedding play the Scooby Doo theme instead of Here Comes the Bride. "I always was worried about my weight. You seem to have put everything into perspective for me. You can't get liposuction for this cheap and this painless. Most gals who have it all sucked out can't comfortably move for days. Me, I'm up and around after minutes. Thanks, Gambit. You're so inspirational."

"Beauty water. I like that. It'll be nice to have a properly attached right arm again. I decompose a lot faster when the weather is cool and there aren't any open wounds on my body. Plus, it'll be nice to breathe and bleed and feel for a while, even if it is only twelve hours. Though that first sip of the stuff is a bitch. It turns my insides into ice, it feels like. It's awful."

"I'm not acting anything, and you'd better not forget it. I'm honest and straightforward. I don't lie, because I don't have time for lies. They're such bull. I only keep truths and secrets. I am dead, and it isn't really possible for me to be those things anymore. I see the world more factually now, and I've lost a lot of my tact and optimism. Being a realist...has been enlightening. And being blunt has had interesting results."

"Uh oh. What are you thinking with a smile like that? Shadow used to get those smiles, and they were seldom good. Well, the wholesome, socially acceptable kind of good." Sex like this, Laura had discovered, was startlingly normal. She'd been kinky in life, and she was definitely more durable. Not having any blood, she was also much lighter. She was capable of feeling the sensation of a person's warmth on her, and that was incredibly erotic. In fact, she was starting to believe that it was actually better for her this way than it had been in life. It was definitely more intense, and it was interesting to not be clouded by pleasure, able to watch the other person's expressions and reactions more closely.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-15 12:32 am UTC (link)
"Oui," The Cajun agreed cheerfully, eyebrows waggling in a very suggestive way. "You like 'de perfec' woman. You come out of 'de be'room, you ask 'Do I look fat in 'dis?', 'de man say 'Yes', so you go back into 'de bat'room, you take out uh chunk o'flesh, an' you come back out. You coul' make your ass smaller, too." He turned some to look behind her, inspecting her rump. "Ain' bad." Because it was covered with cloth, for the most part. "An' I try to be inspira'ional, you gotta have somet'in' to look forwar' to, non? Jus' t'ink of me as your shoul'er angel." Angel was a gross overstatement of the Cajun, for sure.

"An' you ain' 'de only one missin' limbs, Chere. One guy, E'war', missin' his leg. Ain' bleedin', like you. But he got wires, an' me'al, ain' decomposin'. Jus'.. ain' real, I don' t'ink. Look like someone made him." Still, he was curious, and was gesturing that they begin walking again. "So, when you drink 'de beau'y wa'er, your arm an' your chunk gon' grow back? An' wha' 'bou' your eye? 'Dat con' grow back? Go' go back to norm'l?" He had so many questions, but was sure that she wouldn't be able to answer them all. She couldn't know everything there was to know about what happened with her.. but then again. Maybe she could. "An' wha' kin'a wa'er is 'dat? 'Cause if it make you youn' an' beau'iful 'gain, I wan' some of 'dat. Gon' keep it for when 'de girls t'ink I'm gettin' too ol'." An easy quip that came with a wink in return. The two of them really were being awful, weren't they? But at least they could take it as well as dish it.

"An' ain' not'in' wron' bein' blunt. I like 'dat 'bou' you, Chere. You ain' tryin' to sugar coa', ain' tryin' to hide. You jus' comin' out wit' it. It's nice." Very, very nice. He enjoyed blunt, just as he enjoyed giving blunt.

"Oh, 'dis grin?" He pointed at his face and laughed again. "Jus' won'erin' wha' sex wit' you woul' be like. Worried I'd break an' arm or a leg off. Maybe 'dat you'd squish? 'Dat I play wit' your breas', magnificen' as 'dey mus' have been when you wasn' all.. not-zombie.. worrie' 'day I migh' break 'em off. An' 'dey 'de bes' par' of a lady." Gambit, certainly, was a breast man. Very much so. "An' I'm t'inkin', if I tie you up, you jus' take an arm off an' get free, an' where's 'de fun in 'dat? You gon' have to drink some of 'dat wa'er, 'fore I'd have sex wit' you, Chere. I'd break you." And that.. had been what he was thinking. She'd asked for it, and she'd gotten it. Poor Laura. She would learn quickly that she'd get pretty candid answers from the Cajun.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 08:14 pm UTC (link)
"Hey, get your eyes off of the merchandise. I'm going to have to find some way to make money when I get out of this place, and I'm thinking that becoming a stripper in a fetish club is looking like the only viable option since every other employer thinks I'm terminally ill. If I let you look at it for free, it sets an unfair precedent, and that isn't something I want to deal with down the road. Gotta support L somehow. He was raised rich, and whether he's my boyfriend or more like my adopted kid, money has to come from somewhere." She smirked, listening to him prattle on. His voice, that twang, was like listening to music. At first she'd thought it was going to be annoying, and she had to concentrate on it at times, but it was getting easier to understand what he was saying. "A shoulder angel, though, I could be in the market for. I think that mine gave up and went on strike or quit completely given the circumstances of my death. I think, after that, the poor little bugger had just had it. Tossed up his arms and said 'Laura Moon, I wash my hands of you!' and off he went into the sunset. That'd explain how things got to where they are."

She didn't know what to do with her free flailing arm. Having it in her pocket for too long seemed unnatural. She went to cross her arms over her chest, but there was nothing to cross. She couldn't even put it behind her head. Lacking any solution, she let it hang, her hand swinging on the breeze as they walked. It was interesting to her to hear about Edward, to know that he was some kind of robot, but it also made her feel more alone. Everyone thought he was a dear. Everyone thought she was just...eerie and aloof. And apparently Logan felt the need to tell people when they guessed correctly about her being dead. She was still feeling a little bit bitter about that. Ianto did not need to know that she was deceased; he knew that, and he hadn't even met her yet. Damn him, he was really killing her chances at a social undeath.

For someone who did not know very much in life, Laura knew an awful lot about death and about undeath and about everything in between. She'd become somewhat of an expert, an occultist, whatever title seemed viable. Following a few paces behind him, ready to take any attacks from anything that was sneaking up on them from behind, she thought for a moment. "My arm will grow back," she said, "and so will the chunk of flesh missing from my side. My eye will be completely restored. I will be better than normal, in fact, because Norn water doesn't just heal wounds, it reverses time. None of these wounds, if we found it, would ever have happened to my body. For me, it cannot reverse time enough to make me live. But it can bring me to the point of death's door, those last few moments when you're alive but not really. That's why I'll be able to breathe. I'll feel warm. I'll bleed. But time always moves forward around you, so the effects that are that drastic will eventually fade away. They only last for about a day. The Norn water brings you back to the point of birth, they say. It just takes me back to the point at which I was born into this particular existence." She smirked at the back of his head. "You know, if you drank it, I think you'd be able to get a lot of women, and they'd all be beautiful, and older, and voluptuous. They'd think you were just adorable. They'd also be feeding you pureed carrots and changing your diapers. But you'd have preschool to look forward to, and you'd get to see an awful lot of breasts."

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 08:14 pm UTC (link)
If she weren't so bland about everything, if she'd been alive, she probably would have giggled, given him a shove, told him something witty about being bad and not looking at what didn't belong to him. "I'm not made of glass," she said instead, "I'm made of flesh and bone, just like anybody else. In fact, corpses are pretty durable. And I don't squish. I haven't been dead that long. It's only been ten days since I last drank Norn water. Even if it was ninety out every day, I wouldn't be decomposed that badly yet. I'll stay firm for about four weeks if it's hot and muggy; if we've got a winter chill, my decomp all but stops. I really miss the snow and those subzero days." Tossing her hair, she reached her hand up, sliding her fingers along her scalp. Oh, why hadn't they met sooner? Like, when she was alive? He was wild, and he was unashamed, and he was everything that she'd run with in her younger days. Laura always had a weak spot for the bad boy with a secret golden speck on his heart. And he was thinking about what it would be like to have sex with her. It wasn't fair. She knew it wasn't fair, but she had to remind herself, once more, of just how unfair the universe was. "Fuck my life," she grumbled.

Why was she doing this? Why couldn't she resist flirting with people when they initiated it? Still, even though she was dead, she was a sucker for the mating game. There was something about the thrill of the chase, the swordplay aspect of the dagger-like words. L would not be pleased with her and neither would Shadow. She was married, and she had a boyfriend. She'd had an affair, and she knew how that had ended (messily, in a very literal sense). But men were her vice, and old habits died hard. She closed her eye, thinking hard about L.

"Shouldn't talk like that, though. I've got too much responsibility around here to be thinking about what it'd be like to have sex with you, and even I know my limits. I've already corrupted one living person by doing the horizontal tango with him. I don't need to induct you into my wicked unlife like that. Besides, you're good looking. I'm sure you've said similar things to every girl around the place. I've never been a notch on anyone's bedpost; I've always done the choosing. So thank you, but we're both better off just...not going there." Laura was a breast girl, too. They were her favorite asset. Fuck my life, she thought once again. Her teeth clenched. "I want a clove," she said, knowing that there wasn't a snowball's chance in hell that she was getting one now.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-15 09:59 pm UTC (link)
"Hey," Gambit let the word come out in a slow whine, something that worked well with his accent, nearly dropping the 'y' sound all together, and stretching out the middle vowel into a low, long noise. "Jus' window shoppin', Chere." He assured her in a jovial tone that was quickly followed up by a wink. Remy didn't care that she was rotting, she was a woman, and she'd clearly been beautiful in her day.. and if that water could make her that beautiful again? Well. Then he'd better be pretty damn nice to her, right? If there was any chance that he'd ever be doing anything more than flirting with her.. And since he as planning on getting out of this place tonight? There wasn't ever that chance, really. But the least he could do was be nice to her. What if he didn't get out of here? At least he'd have made a friend, right?

No, it was all in case he ever got to have sex with her.

"Hey, I hear pedophelia is big in some states, non?" Oh, that was just wrong, Cajun. Really, really wrong. But that was his humor, and that was his personality, and you either appreciated it.. or you hated him. His charm, though, usually kept people from hating him. That mutant charm, a bit of power and a lot of skill. It helped him out more than he'd ever know. "Besides, I'm youn' anyway. Good for 'de youngin's, good for 'de cougars." And he'd had his fair share of older women. For a twenty-two year old, Gambit had been around the block with all sorts. All sorts that.. always ended up hating him and trying to kill him, in the end. But that came with the territory. He was always using them as a means to an end, after all. Never because he actually wanted to stay with him, only because he wanted them.. and he wanted something from them. That gold fleck on his heart was small.. but she was right. It was there. Somewhere.

In fact, she was in good company with him. Gambit, after all, was a married man. Married at eighteen to a woman he didn't love, to unite two clans and keep them from war.. of course, he'd ended up killing her brother and being exiled, then having to run for his life from scores of assassins but.. who was counting? A spouse was a spouse, right? He had one. She had one. He'd cheated on his plenty of times.. Granted, never when he'd been living with her. It only happened after that whole killing thing. Very messy. He didn't like to think about it and he was never going back there, so it didn't matter. All that mattered right now, in fact, was the woman he was walking with.

"Not every girl, Chere." He assured her, but he wasn't denying that he hadn't been a charming prince to every girl that he had run into. There'd be no point to it. She knew he was. She knew his type. And she was still talking to him -- that said a lot about her. Or about him. "An' don' worry, gettin' you in 'de sack ain' gon' turn me into a puppy trailin' at your feet, Chere. Sex is jus' 'dat. Sex. Les' bot' people 'gree 'dat it gon' be more 'den 'dat, non?" Well, he certainly was laying it all out there for her, wasn't he? Not something he normally did, but he thought she'd respond well to it. Seemed like she was made from the same mold he was. However, when she mentioned that she wanted a clove, Gambit could only shrug. "Ain' got not'in' to offer you, sorry. If I di', I woul'." Because he'd like to see her wrap her lips around something. Shameful Cajun. At least he wasn't saying that part out loud.

"À propos, parlez-vous le français, mon compagnon non mort?" Ah, there came the question. The one he'd be asking everyone from now on. Since the Insider and he spoke French back and forth to one another. The Insider spoke French, and Remy was determined to find out who it was.. for one reason or another.


[*Translation: By the way, do you speak French, my undead companion?]

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 10:28 pm UTC (link)
Though it was completely inappropriate for the situation, Laura laughed as well as a dead woman could. It was more of a dark chuckle in her throat, but she actually lifted her hand to cover her mouth. Looking at him, she shook her head. She was falling apart, he was carrying crutches, and here they were walking along like the world hadn't just ended for everyone inside of the glass box. "I'm dead, and even I know that joke was foul. It was so inappropriate. I loved it." She put her hand back in her pocket, rolling her good shoulder. "I remember making jokes about dendronecrophiliacs, or people who liked to have sex with dead trees, all the damn time. My friend Audrey never appreciated them, but Robbie and Shadow always thought they were funny."

That memory seemed hundreds of years ago at this point. It was one that she'd thought was gone, buried forever. Different people seemed to stir different memories in her. L always made her think about how she'd been with Shadow, but Gambit seemed to make her think about the days when she was even younger than that, wild and vibrant and careless. Before Shadow had gone to prison for a robbery she put him up to.

That was it: Laura had a thing for thieves.

While Gambit had cheated many times, Laura had only stepped out on her marriage once, but she had paid dearly for her sin. She'd paid with her life. If only she hadn't had too much to drink. If only she'd not leaned over and put her head in Robbie's lap while he was driving. If only her shoulder hadn't hit the gear shaft. If only that eighteen wheeler hadn't gone completely through the car. If every force in the universe hadn't conspired against her at exactly that moment, maybe she'd be alive still. She'd be alive, she'd have a husband, and she'd be completely uninteresting. Then again, that life was never really a viable option. Gods had gotten involved and mucked everything up. Everything from before Shadow's conception had been set in motion by powers greater than any human being. But what if she'd never gone on that blind date? She'd probably still be whoring in the back of vans in Indiana.

"Er...non, je parle pass le francais." She smirked at him, shaking her head. "I was a travel agent, not a traveler. The farthest I ever got from home in my entire life was Anaheim for a travel agent's conference. Other than that, born, lived, died in Indiana. Eagle Point, at that. Boring. Don't ever bother stopping there if you happen to be passing by. The only French words I know are oui, non, how to say I don't speak French, and how to ask somebody to go to bed with me. Oh, I also know a bunch of swears, but they never felt as good in my mouth as American ones did."

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-15 10:52 pm UTC (link)
"Vous êtes sans doute une personne intéressante, Chere." The Cajun began his conversation in French again, though knowing full well that she didn't speak French. He'd always liked that, being able to tell women things that they'd never understand. They liked the language, even in the Cajun tongue, and it always got their little heart fluttering. But he just had to be careful about what he'd said.. there was that one girl, who said she knew nothing about French, and she'd asked him to speak French for her, because it sounded sexy. He hadn't known what to say, so he'd said that she wasn't really that pretty, but he was going to sleep with her anyway and take her purse. Turned out: girls lie, too. She spoke French alright, and he certainly didn't get laid (or paid) that evening. But Gambit had never slept with someone for money, not really. He could easily steal it off of them on the street.. it'd just been for fun. And every time he'd been with a woman after his eighteenth birthday, he was technically cheating. He was married and he'd be married for all of his forseeable future.

The Cajun was certainly going to Hell, if for nothing more than adultery.

"You like bein' dea', don' you?" It was a question that came out of the blue.. well. Sort of. He'd come to this deduction after spending this short amount of time with her, because she kept pointing out that she was dead. Kept reminding him. It always came back to that. She had talked about it, had mentioned it again, then had elaborated, let him know several things about death, decay, and the human corpse.. then had talked about it some more. This woman liked that she was dead. And for some reason, it made Gambit smile. He was a mutant. He'd known all his life that he was different. He'd been born with those strange eyes, he hadn't developed them like many mutants.. he'd only developed his powers. But he'd always looked like this. A freak, to most people. He'd never hidden it though, never tried to be normal like the crowd. The only time he'd ever covered his eyes was when he was trying to entice a woman into bed to steal her purse. He didn't want to have to spend twenty minutes charming her, to get her over the curiosity of his eyes. He wanted a quick deal, so sunglasses were in order. But beyond that? He'd never been ashamed. Never hated it. Never wished to be 'normal'. Many mutants he knew wished just that. Wished to look normal. Wished to have no powers. Wished to be able to die. To be like everyone else.

Gambit had never wanted that. He was better, because of what he was. He was perfect the way he was. And Laura, even in her rotting state, seemed somehow proud to be dead.

It was attractive.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 11:24 pm UTC (link)
Like being dead. The words echoed in her brain, and she glanced over at him like he was the craziest person in the world. He sure had a few screws loose or something, because he was definitely the only person who thought that Laura actually liked being a person in the past tense.

"I don't want to be dead," she said, kicking a rock. The town looked like crap, and though she could see flickering lights, it was better if she didn't try to help anyone. She'd scare them more than she'd bring them any sort of comfort. "I don't really feel one way or the other about it, liking it or disliking it. I am. And I accept that, because it isn't likely to change any time soon. People aren't prone to coming back from the dead to be what I am. It's even rarer, then, that someone would become undead, like me, and then find some way to become a real, living person again. I'm going to be this way for a long time. I don't want to be, but it's what I have. I deal in truths. I tell people about my being dead because I am unafraid of it, because it is the truth. I believe in the truth because it is all I have left. It's lies and deception that make things so hard for living people. I understood that when I passed through the veil into the light." And that was how it was. Laura was dead, and it was better if people knew it.

"Don't get me wrong. I'm still vain. I still do my makeup, I bathe, I change my clothes, even though I don't have to do any of those things for any reason. I don't introduce myself with 'Hello, I'm Laura, and I'm dead.' That doesn't help anything. I like passing for human. I don't like being called a zombie, which is what most people think when they see me. If someone assumes that I'm just a sickly looking woman, I'm not going to correct them, but I'm not going to lie. I have never claimed to be that. I simply beat around the bush at times for other people's benefit. The living aren't apt to accept things, for the most part, as easily as you do."

She fell silent as they walked, and every now and then her head snapped up. She'd hear something, and she'd worry that it was L. It wasn't. The conversation was good for a distraction. "Where do you come from, then?" It was a simple question, one she'd heard others ask many times, and she didn't usually care or want to fill the silence, but right now the silence was deafening.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-15 11:37 pm UTC (link)
"C'est bête. You like bein' dea'." To everything she'd just said. To everything she'd just admitted, that was all the Cajun could say? That was all he could come up with? Yes. He was moving a step to the side and tossing the crutches down, then coming to step in front of her, forcing her to come to a halt or to run into him.

"You like bein' dea'. Dites-moi, wha' woul' you be if you weren' dea', if you weren' like 'dis, Chere? A house wife? Une mère? Someone's mis'ress? Shop girl? Wha' woul' you be? Woul' you be happier? Perhaps non. Perhaps you be.. stuck in some chair wit' wheels. Maybe you be.. jus' ano'ter face. But you ain'. You somet'in' special. You somet'in' more 'den 'de ot'ers, non? If you weren' undea', Chere, you be dea'. Be layin' in a box un'er 'de dir'. You be not'in'. But look at you now. Sure, you fallin' apar' at 'de seams, but you ain' borin'. An' ain' not'in' worse 'den bein' borin', Chere. You terrifyin', but you ma'nif'cen'. Magnifique." The last word was repeated, because he'd butchered it so badly in English that he wasn't sure she'd know what he was saying. But everyone knew that word in French, even children.

But he had, for the time being, pushed her question to be answered later. He wasn't done with this topic.

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-15 11:58 pm UTC (link)
What Laura had been searching for her whole life, this random guy was able to sum up in one horribly butchered sentence. There was nothing worse than being boring. Boring was exactly what Laura had been before she'd died. She was a travel agent, Shadow's wife. She was a girl whose mother didn't love her, whose sister didn't want to be friends with her, whose father had died of a heart attack on the toilet when she was young. She'd played dumb just so she didn't have to do work in school, had been enrolled in special ed classes, and she'd regretted all of that later in life. For most of her life, she'd been a bit of a slut, but she had never really minded until her husband was sent to prison. She'd enjoyed sex with lots of people, but she'd never had really good sex. She liked sexy underthings, chili, and strawberry daiquiris because they made her interesting. She was, to be frank, a laundry list. And he had tossed that out there for her to see.

He had, though, mentioned the one thing that she'd never had, the one thing she could never have, even now. Her organs had been taken out for her autopsy and they'd been tossed back in all hodgepodge. Laura would never be a mother. She'd never have children of her own. There was no one, once Shadow and her immediate family was gone, who would remember her. In that respect, she was exactly like everybody else who'd ever walked the earth. Unlike them, she could keep reminding people about herself.

"You're one of the few people who's spoken to me like a real person since I've been dead. That makes me pretty miserable. I was social when I was alive. I liked people, and I liked being with them. I can't do that anymore. Also, you're only the third guy who's checked me out since I've been dead. Like you said, I was beautiful. It used to be a lot more frequent." She paused, smirking at him. "If I was alive, I think I would divorce my husband and just go back to being a slut. I can't seem to get out of my own way when it comes to a good looking guy, so why try to fight it? I should have been born in the days of courtesans and harems and things like that. I think, ultimately, the point of all of this was to tell me that I'm not the marrying kind. Then again, if I hadn't loved Shadow, I'd be in a box, like you said. Though I'd probably be substantially less rotten."

Why was he bothering? The fact that he spoke to her like he cared was unsettling. Nobody was supposed to care about her point of view, about what she thought. She was Laura, the head of the Night Watch, that pale woman who never slept. Nobody here paid her any mind...and that was how she liked to keep it, for the most part. This was different, and she didn't know what to make of it.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-16 12:13 am UTC (link)
"C'est la vie." Simply spoken from the red-headed young man who lifted both of his eyebrows in a surprisingly challenging manner. "I am who I am, Chere. You are who who are, non? Even if you ain' anymore." If that made sense to her, then she was on the same wavelength as he was.. if not, then she'd be one of many people who didn't always get Cajun Logic. "If you was alive, you divorce your husban' an' come be mine." That was said rather confidently, as he took a step forward to bring himself too close. Uncomfortably close. Intimately close. "But you ain'. No use cryin' ov'r spill milk, oui? You talkin' 'bou' all 'dese t'in's you done, all 'dese t'in's you coul'a done. Ain' doin' you no good. Ain' doin' 'dat boy yours no good. You screwe' up, non? You dea'. An' you rottin'. Ain' you ain' sleepin' 'roun' no more, 'case t'in's star' fallin' off." He couldn't help the way his mouth twisted up as he said that.

"But how lon' you gon' t'ink 'bou' it? You got 'terni'y, you gon' t'ink 'bou' it 'til ain' not'in' lef' of 'de worl'? C'est ridicule. C'est prodigue. Someone screwe' up an' you stuck here. Here. You here, Chere. Not 'dere. Here. You spen' half 'de time t'inkin' 'bou' now as you spen' t'inkin' 'bou' 'den, an' I bet you get t'in's figure' out here real fas'." He moved an ungloved finger (just two out of five) to poke her in the chest with it, just above her breasts, against her sternum, missing the metal protruding. "Dites-moi donc. Wha's somet'in' you wan' do righ' now? 'Dis minu'e. Don' t'ink har', jus' say wha' come up firs'. Wha' you wan' do, righ' now?"

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[info]spitandviolets
2009-06-16 12:31 am UTC (link)
He did have a point, yet again. She was going to get sick of him having points. Between him and Sarah, Laura would have nothing left to bitch about by the end of the week. Not that she did a whole lot of bitching to begin with. After all, she was dead. She couldn't complain about a whole lot. The weather, maybe, and a whole lot of crap that didn't matter so much anymore, but that was about it. Then again, without those things, she'd be a really boring conversationalist. She wasn't big on the whole gaining life experience thing of late.

"I don't know," she said, shaking her head. She felt the warmth of his fingers. Even if he wasn't feeling particularly warm, he was way warmer than she was. "Well, I do know. I want to find L, and I want to find my Norn water. Because looking like this is just inconvenient. And I'd love to hear what you'd have to say if I wasn't in pieces." She smirked at him slightly. She felt guilty about that almost immediately after she'd said it. She should have stuck with finding L. That sounded less selfish.

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[info]ace_of_clubs
2009-06-16 12:37 am UTC (link)
"D'accord. We fin' your boy. An' maybe when 'dat place ain' gon' make me rotty like you, we go back an' we fin' your wa'er. 'Den, I tell you wha' I t'ink. But if you look 'dis good, all t'in's consi'rin', when you dea'? You gon' have to hol' your boy back, 'cause I'm gon' say some t'in's he ain' gon' like." The Cajun didn't always have the cleanest mouth, and if a pretty woman wanted him to tell her what he thought about her? Well. He certainly wouldn't be clean, and he'd let her know all the things that he wanted to do to her.

But not right now. Interesting as it would be, to sleep with a corpse... not one that was rotting, no matter how pretty her face was. And with that, he was backing off, then dipping to grab the crutches up and beginning their trek again. Another two hundred feet to the gym and their journey would end there. "If he go' hur', he in 'dere, Chere. But you migh' wanna wai' ou'si'e, non?" Lest people.. well.. It just might be better.

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